fishy's world:aquarium

2009-10-19T02:31:00.002+08:00

haiz... sometimes i wonder what makes a family... i always thought that a family is one that everyone is harmonious and happy together, maybe there will be little conflicts here and there, but somehow the conflicts will be resolved eventually with the best possible solution... however, this seems to be a fantasy? haha maybe it seems so for my family (+relatives), after hearing from my mum what had happened during their family meeting this evening =.=

mum came home quite late, about 10 plus, which normally is quite late for anyone in the family except my father. she went for a family meeting with my patental side of the relatives, on behalf of my father, who was working till now haven come home =.= anyway, the meeting is about some housing problems.. it seems like my grandma wanted to remove her name from the combined house with her youngest son, which was the 6th child of the family, but to do so the son has to give her a sum of 100,000 which apparently he do not want to do so. to make things worse, he would not even come for the meeting, instead staying at home. the siblings were furious and rushed up to his house to "make an agreement", which of course, turn out to be a very fierce argument, which also relate to something like not giving my grandma the monthly allowance as what the daughters and sons should do. the eldest son of the family, was what we called the happy man, and that we have never seen him being angry over anything before, as far as i can remember. however, today, he erupted. he banged the table and they started arguing. after a while, luckily, they stop their argument but the problem was not solved and my mother went home.

after hearing this, my sister, my mother and i were talking and somehow discussing about this issue. i personally feel that they should not quarrel over such things and that everyone should give a certain portion of their money to their mother, no matter what she is the one who raise them up and take care of them when they were young. i don't understand why my father would not give my grandma the money. the amount is just 250 dollars, not alot too. though i agree that my father had his own difficulties and that his money were hard-earned money. but the whole family (mine) believes that if he could just reduce the amount spent in gambling, drinking and smoking, he would have sufficient amount to give my grandma. as for the removal of the name from the house, i would stand on the other side, where i would disagree in removing the name from the house, since a large sum of money is involved and i personally think that my uncle do not have the capability to pay such large amount. unless, my grandma decides to just remove the name and don't receive any sum from my uncle.

another issue raised during the argument is about taking care of my grandma, where and who she should live with. she is now living with my second aunt (5th child) and her family where their flat is loaned from someone else. they were complaining that the amount required is too huge for them and that they are unable to sustain it. my sister thought about the first aunt (4th child), she was so rich that she could keep changing her car, designing her house and go travelling often, why not taking care of my grandma, i wonder why too.. but probably she thought that it was too troublesome and she would not want to take it........ and the argument goes on..........

anyway, back to my point, a family, i thought is harmonious, but this family seems to be so..... how should i say? erm stingy? or just do not know what is give and take? i know probably i am not in the position to say this, since my father is one of the "culprit", and also i am too young , according to them, to make any comments on such family issues. but i don't know, when i was young, it seems like the tension is there, always, and that siblings cannot trust each other, which i wonder why... haiz... it all concludes to this: 家家有本难念的经， maybe other families have other issues, or not ( if they are lucky).

2009-10-07T01:00:00.002+08:00

another post for today before i go back to study =.=

sometimes i feel... is really having alot a must? i mean, having everything to yourself, following fashions like changing phones every month, buying clothes and being obsessed with material things a must? sometimes, having alot may not be as good as what many think. for example, in my previous post, having all the good results, which were "good" because health is compromised, is not worth it. no point having all the money and cannot enjoy any rite?
furthermore, we must remember that, whatever our possession is, in this life, cannot be brought with us when we die. and to think of it, everyone will die eventually ( not to offend), so why bother being so obsessed over such material stuffs which you can never bring with you?
in addition, in the process of being materialistic, u might harm your relationship with others, especially with your friends, when they actually gave you a present that were painfully made from their heart and you dun like it because is "cheap". you may think that everyone is like you, being obsessed over phones, cameras and money, but there are still a handful outside that treat those as less importance. and by saying such hurtful things, u are compromising your relationship with your friends for your wants, your desires.. is this worth it?
well, some may disagree and says that it is their right to spend their money however and whereever they like, and we are in no position to judge, since the money is earned by themselves. though i agree to a certain extent, i would say that many compromises many other things like relationships with their families and friends to earn the money that they think is sufficient for them. furthermore, one should realise that our desire is never fufilled, so this amount of money can never be sufficient and enough for one who is obsessed with money.
in conclusion, i would want to stress that, money, handphones, cameras... are not limited to a certain amount or brand or model, and because of this our desires can never be fufilled and so we should not be obsessed over it and should place more emphasis on more important things mentioned earlier. i'm not saying that we should not purchase all these things, and should live in some remote area to meditate our lives, but my point is, do not be too obsessed.

2009-10-07T00:50:00.002+08:00

lol.. cant believe it.. A levels will come in about less than 1 mth now.. hmm... somehow, i feel very irritated for its coming leh.. a bit nervous for CLL and GP, haha but i think i haf done so much prepration for chem such that i now get sick every tuesday.. ( CHEM ASP) =p... one year passed by so quickly, and i didnt really get to know this year and it just flew past me again.. this is not the first time le... during O levels, everyday seems the same old boring days for me... but at least, for this A levels, i never compromise my health for the results (except today=p), and expectally my results got worse? LOL but i still feel that health more important ba, no point ruining my own health to get to some prestigious course and getting good job with decent pay and in the end using all the money earned to pay for my medical fees rite? haha so i would say i am more carefree these 2 years ba? which i like it since i feel less tensed up and less dark circles around my eyes =) furthermore, i can be more focus now in lessons and be able to absorb more too... =) so, my main point is to tell people who were following my old footsteps ( staying up to study), think of the consequences and also weigh the pros and cons before deciding on what to do... i would not say that buring midnight oil is bad and NO ONE should do it, i'm just saying that we should be aware of the consequences and do not overdo it.. one or two days of midnight oil is ok, but to do it on a everyday basis is not advisable.. =) heed this advice, because i'm also one of the 过来人... lol...

(specially go out to some of my juniors who are seriously trying this method for their O levels..)

2009-09-07T22:20:00.002+08:00

LOL... after so long, prelims is over!!!! and now is sort of a short break for me? haiz but the prelim results weren't as good as expected... chem was A, phy B but maths was E...LOL but i'm more disappointed in phy, as i thought i could do much better in this prelims =( maths i felt ironically happy as i'm one of the 7.7% that passed in this disgusting maths prelim paper which is god damn hard and crazy and tricky and whatsoever u can think of it... =.= have not gotten back our GP and CLL papers, but hope that i can do well =)

anyway, he did exceptionally well =) chem A, but lose to me=p, phy A, highest in level =) and maths B... freak!! haha but he is that smart so to say... haha... felt a little intimidated standing beside him heehee... but, i felt happy at the same time that he actually studied for this prelims instead of playing =) haha, we both benefited in that sense and i hope we can really do well in As...

hmmm... this month is the most number of babies born in year 1991, as what i know, since most of my friends having their birthdays during september... haha we have wangcong and junhao on 13sept, bingxue on 19sept and aiwei on 27sept... i remember vaguely that there are still more, but i dun really remember the dates le... srry... =(

haha wanted to share this website with everyone, where i find it interesting and also enjoyable for leisure =) and also from there i made a nice nice present for him for his birthday... though a bit girly, but i hope he likes it =)

2009-08-05T01:26:00.000+08:00

just woken up from my deep deep sleep... ready to battle the ACJC prelim paper 2008 for physics... of cuz.. he was doing his econs at this moment.. but i was quite worried, as he was having chest pain and his heart is like also very tired.. haiz ask him go sleep he dun wan =.=.. make me so worried...

after a while, while i was doing my physics paper, i thought about the dream i had just now.. it was quite random as i dreamt about my secondary school friends with my JC friends in the same school... which was somehow impossible.. anyway, i think i find this dream quite fun and refreshing as it makes me happy... and for a long time i missed this happiness.. especially during nights when i was trying to sleep... in the morning and in school i always felt happy as he is there to cheer me up... but at nights.. when no one is around, everyone is sleeping... i felt very sad.. and probably depressing and lonely.. and normally i couldnt sleep well... =( but today was quite different.. i dreamt about us (both sec and JC friends) playing together happily in school, just like the past years... like how we ran from the rain, how we tried to "cheat" in tests, but got caught eventually... LOL and is by my JC teachers... so weird huh?

after i woke up, i felt though tired ( physically), i felt refreshed in my mind... but now i'm worried about him, about his chest pain and heart... haiz hope that he finish his econs asap so that he can go sleep early and can rest... =)

thanks for caring for me all along, worried for me when i felt depressed and being with me when i'm feeling down.. u must also take care of ur health k?

2009-07-25T11:42:00.011+08:00

《错误》郑愁予

我打江南走过
那等在季节里的容颜如莲花的开落

东风不来，三月的柳絮不飞
你底心如小小寂寞的城
恰若青石的街道向晚
跫音不响，三月的春帷不揭
你底心如小小的窗扉紧掩

我达达的马蹄是美丽的错误
我不是归人，是个过客......

这世上有许多曾经在我们身旁路过的过客，有的让我们欢乐，有的则让我们悲伤。不过，每次的经验都值得学习，都有它美丽的一面。就如以上郑愁予的《错误》，思妇对归人的等待是悲伤，寂寞的，但是过客的路过则让思妇有了一丝的希望，虽然那只是短暂的。

我特别喜欢之首新诗，因为它描述了现代许多人都会经历的过程。我们每个人在人生的道路上会遇到许多我们的贵人，能在我们失去希望时帮助我们找回一丝的希望，就如过客给予思妇的一样。还有，这首诗也写得很美丽，让我们不禁为思妇的寂寞，悲伤流泪和感动。

2009-07-20T20:09:00.003+08:00

=) thanks for being with me when i need u ....
i love u too... forever...

2009-07-07T00:03:00.002+08:00

每个人都有心情低落的时候，但那是正常的，因为我们都是有感情的动物。最重要的是，我们要
怎么从伤心中再勇敢地站起来，勇敢地在面对眼前的挑战...

我认为，我是一个很幸福的人。因为，我不愁吃穿，不愁没书读，不愁下雨时没有一个栖身的地方。但是，幸福的人也有自己的忧愁，自己的烦恼。但是，不管遇到什么挫折，什么烦恼，什么挑战，我们都不应该自暴自弃，不应该怨天尤人，不应该自寻短见，因为，这世上还有许多许多比我们还要不幸的人...

今天是一个多雨的日子，而这“雨”指的是在脸上的雨。今天的心情还蛮低落的，但是，我还是很庆幸，因为我又重新认识了自己。原来，自己所向往的生活，其实很简单，很简朴。原来，自己是可以这么容易被满足。在这都市生活了十七年了，自己纯洁和简单的心一天天的变得复杂，污浊了。现在的自己，也学着每个人，追求名利，荣誉等等，当中增加了许多烦恼和忧愁。但，我却忘了，每个人都是独特，特别的。不需要争论，也不需要比较。

在伤心的同时，不妨看看周围，也许你会发现其实你是幸福的...

脸上的雨，和天上的雨，在阳光的照射下，变成了美丽的彩虹...

原来，自己向往的，只是能天天看到彩虹，早晨起来时能看看日出和在经历一整天疲劳后看看日落，听听海浪声。

原来，快乐可以很简单......

2009-06-27T09:35:00.002+08:00

lol... sch is going to start in erm 2 days time... well... i dunno whether i should be happy anot.. happy maybe is because i like school? cuz is fun.. =) not happy is maybe because of the stress level... LOL a levels and prelim are seriously coming very soon... LOL pluz the banding test which is on this coming tue? hmmm... lets do a checklist:
banding test: topics tested

chemical bonding
chemical energetics
thermochemistry ( which i thought is same as chemical energetics?)
reaction kinetics
ORGANIC CHEMISTRY!! (haha lol... )

hmmm... the topics done on revision package:
organic chemistry and a bit of reaction kinetics and chem bonding..
LOL today really must chiong chemical energetics liao, and finish chem bonding and reaction kinetics and my AQ... tml should be relax day!! LOL

thats all for today... wish me luck for the test.. =p

2009-06-25T21:46:00.002+08:00

just another post to end today...

sometimes i wonder... people usually have their respect for their parents, as they were the ones who gave birth to u and also to care and love u and brought u to whoever u r today... so whatever they have done is 伟大的 and we should be filial to them...

but then, there are some cases where the parents have to abandon their child due to unforeseen circumstances... like erm premarriage child or wadeva.. or due to financial problems, like cannot support the child... which is rare in singapore...

hmmm... then i ask... wad about those that are really unique cases? like those who seriously never took care of their children, just throw them to their parents and then enjoy life outside?

for these kind of parents, should the child be filial to them? or should they hate them? or should they forgive them and support them for their old age?

seriously... in my opinion, i felt that no matter what the parents have done to the child, the child should still be filial to them... because they are ur parents and they (especially the mother) carried u for 10 months before birth... during the 10 months the mother suffered alot of inconvenience, pain, horror and many more... the father, which i dun really know, may also play an important role during the 10 months by doing housework for the mother and also to accomodate with the changes that the mother experiences in the 10 months... ( appetite, mood swing etc...) however.... *** i dun really know*** is only a 假象; imagination.

ya lor... but i know some ppl may not agree to wadeva i have said here... it's ok... as it is ur own perspective and ur experience in this issue... what i wrote may be wrong for ur circumstances... pardon that... but that is how i feel for this issue... LOL is not GP essay la... so i only got 1 point.. =.= pardon.....

2009-06-25T21:38:00.003+08:00

haiyo sch holidays ending soon =( but homework still got 1 big pile... =( =( LOL... but then one big achievement!! I FINISHED THE WHOLE ORGANIC CHEMISTRY IN THE REVISION PACKAGE!!!!!!! wahahaahahaaha.... such a great achievement... sooOOoooOOOoO proud of myself and him... heehee... anyway, the sch holidays was cut short by 2 weeks due to the extra lessons, which i find it quite useless except the time used to go through the leftover tutorials and lectures... seriously... for the physics timed piece, we dun even have time to study how can we do the time piece =.= we can just stay at home and self-study one lor... haiyo...

haha anyway, the sch holidays thing is just some trivial things la... nothing much to talk about anyway... cut short so be it... haha nothing can be done rite =.= LOL

dunno why today post this post, maybe i do maths until kisiao le so must come relax relax a while... LOL... meeting justin lee tml for the revision package thing... got tons of questions wanna ask him =.= aiyo... good luck to him tml... hehhehhehhehhehheh...

hmmm... tml still need go for xiaohan's concert.... haha xingku her le... need practice until crazy in the mids of preparation for A levels and prelim... good luck for ur performance tml... heehee... we will be up there watching u play and supporting u!! gambateh!! =)

2009-06-16T19:30:00.002+08:00

haiyo... today is really an "exciting" day... haha i woke up at 7am, start to do my organic chemistry 10.4... =.= and called him to wake up... LOL... then i finished at about 8.30am, and he came online... thats when he woke up.. haha and then i told him i will reach his house at around 10am...

when i reached his house, i couldnt find him... haiyo dunno where he go... then finally i found him in his bedroom... he is having fever!! high fever... (38.6 degree celsius) i really had a shock and didnt know what to do... i bet is my fault cause we went swimming yesterday and probably he caught a cold... =( very sad... he looked so pale, so weak... i..... really dunno what to do... i told his grandpa and he ate some medicine and went to sleep, after so much coaxing... LOL

after a while i also fell asleep, beside him... then he woke up looking better... i felt relieved... =) then he went bathing although i told him not to do so... cause it will make his fever worse... but then is a miracle... haha he got better and his fever subsided... so happy...

after that i went to eat lunch, then he insisted on playing mahjong... aiyo i kept asking him to rest but he wont listen... LOL no choice, since he is feeling better so i allowed him to play... haha the mahjong was fun... the first 2 winds i lost quite badly, and during the west wind i won back everything i lost, with just 3 big wins =) ( pong pong; ping hu without flowers =); pinghu with 2 flowers and zi mo... wahaha... 3, 4, 5 tai respectively)

then he packed up to prepare for BBQ (class gathering) and i also packed up to go home... haha... we took different MRT cuz he was rushing for time and i need to top up my card... he was going yew tee... when the MRT reached yishun, i suddenly got a feeling that he is at the platform waiting for me... then i thought i must be imagining things and i went down the MRT... suddenly i heard his voice calling my name... i turned around and saw him... i was touched =) he was rushing for time and still waits for me... so sweet of him =)

hmmm... u must enjoy urself at the BBQ ok? haha i will finish 10.5 by today and we compare our answers on thursday =)

2009-06-15T10:11:00.004+08:00

haha these few days is really fun and exciting =) yesterday and the day before we went to the "cracker? ", the closing of the singapore arts festival... it was really nice as the fireworks were so much prettier than those in NDP as well as disneyland... i would not say that the NDP and disneyland ones were not pretty, but probably is a different type ba... haha...

other than having fun with the fireworks, we also went to watch a movie named " drag me to hell" LOL... it was quite a nice movie, with some horror scenes as well as comedy scene. highly recommended... =) well, actually i was quite scared at the start of the movie, but then jh kept laughing all the way and somehow he made this show becomes a comedy show... haha everyone around us were laughing.. =)

well... other than all the fun, here comes the mugging part... haha... must play hard and study hard... we chiong the whole topic 10.1 and 10.2 for organic chem in the revision package... haha the questions were exciting and challenging... especially for those from NYJC... wow... haha mr lee is going to be bombarded with lots of questions when school reopen =p

haha as a levels and prelim is approaching, the stress level also increases... my dark circles is getting darker by the days ... =( haiyo, after a levels must go take a big big rest wahahaha...

thats all for today... =)

2009-06-07T23:19:00.003+08:00

hmmm i realise i dun post much... but then really got nothing to post la cai aiwei dun ask me update.... LOL... anyway, i will post for the sake of aiwei today haha...

today is another mundane day? i mean in the morning... cuz i woke up, planning to go 837 like i always do on sundays, but today dun haf... haiz i so sad... like, finally can go but then dun haf..=.= then i stared at the com for like 3 hours? reading 飞狐外传 until i really go dizzy... haiz then 10am... someone finally wake up liao LOL haha... aiya cannot blame him la sleep so late yesterday... then i start cleaning my room, cuz i seriously got nothing to do... =.= dun wan study la... haiyo... afternoon, think i slept the whole afternoon... LOL... nite, study physics? but then nv really study much, i still dun understand the idea for seat belt and air bag... =( someone enlighten me leh... aiya, the seat belt thing makes me sad anyway, i will just ignore it and dun wan talk abt it le... then, the next thing i do is... sitting infront of the com and typing....... haiz so boring oso wan update ah...
yea mission complete... continue to read my 飞狐外传

2009-05-26T20:37:00.002+08:00

i dunno... i really dunno... i feel as though i have disappoint you again...

i thought, u smsed and told me that you will wait, but i couldnt see you... i remembered, u always do and say different things, so i assumed that you are still in school... i went around the school, to the library, containers, thought that i will find you somewhere... but then, i still couldnt see you anywhere.... i thought, maybe this time you are really tired and you went home first... i was so sad...so i packed up my things and walked towards my bicycle... it was not there... i knew you are infront, with my bicycle and waiting... i was touched... actually i dun feel angry... but thinking of running around the school like some idiot looking frantically for you and sweating like hell makes me a bit angry....... i wanted to tell you, but..... i decided not to, cuz you waited for me and i was really touched... then you started saying about "aiya i dun care whether you study for your H3 liao la, whats the point, no point......" at that time, i really felt very very sad..... i dunno why you said that, but......haiz...

i understand that you are disappointed, sad, frustrated. i wanted to accompany you home...... you tried to tell me why you are sad...... but then, my head starts spinning and i couldnt hear what you are talking about... the next thing i know is the bus is here and then........ i reached home..... sorry.....

2009-05-09T20:13:00.006+08:00

lol today went out to sembawang shopping centre with aiwei and zona =) haha it was fun and enjoying... first, we went eating lunch LOL in some kopitiam... but dun haf vege stall, so i went all the way to basement to buy subway... (again) haha, then after eating we went gai gai around the centre.. haha i found one super duper nice hairband leh... is fish one.. but then like duper ex la ($14), haiz, cannot buy.. =( then we went to daiso in hope to find a similar hairband but haiz i was disappointed again =.= LOL but i found something interesting =) i saw some canned tomato juice and then wanted to buy LOL it looks seriously like tomato ketchup la LOL... finally, we went to MOF ( ministry of food) to haf some dessert =) enjoy life sia.. LOL and we took lots of photos there...

lunch time!!! yummy subway =)

wahaha i love spicy stuffs =)

wahaha let me 品尝 my yummy "$5 maggi mee" LOL

yeah dessert time!! LOL

hmm this one is 3 scoops of icecream on a waffle tat looks like our D&T project in sec 1 =p

hot choco for zona =) so sweet haha

this one is special=) is called macha imo XD eat liao will emo one leh LOL

this is the name=)

hmm wad u looking at huh?

LOL so yummy wor=)

savouring the food LOL

finally!! our group photos=)

aiyo y my teeth is hidden!! =.=

looking happily at some erm... i dunno LOL

hmm do we look like twins?? LOL

LOL this one really shows like we are triplets leh.. see same smile and teeth =p

my nana so cute!!

hehe my cai ai wei oso so cute!! =)

2009-04-21T02:52:00.002+08:00

heehee this is just some random post whereby i'm taking a break from my physics again LOL.. if u haf realise, i've been always doing physics, but dunno why the results dun show that... ironically, i dun study tat much for chem and the results show otherwise.. LOL aiya wadeva, as long as there is results can le =.= dun need care how i got it anyway =)

today is not to talk about results, is more like hmm... my feelings for these few days ba, or should i say these 2 + weeks, cuz there has been some major changes in my life =)

i dunno, but every morning i wanted to go school as soon as possible, and normally this will be
my motivation in the morning, when i'm the most tired and ... LOL

then, after morning assembly, my mood will decrease drastically, especially if the nx lesson is tutorial or maths lect or wadeva, as long as is not chem or phy lect...

then, as the hours passed, my mood becomes better.. ( and you should know why =p)

finally, i end off my school hours with the same mood level as wad i started in the morning

haha, this is only 1 of the many effects...
other effects include my study habits? haha i now study more than i usually do la... which is good? LOL

hmm... this post is actually written for someone, the one who have made all these changes in my life =) i would say that all these are positive changes? and i become happier and more cheerful ( not as emo as before) . thanks for being there for me and also changed my life =)

2009-04-16T04:38:00.004+08:00

these few days i have been rather busy with work... haiz even after block tests... haha... but then i feel that it is worth it as A levels is just hmmm 6 mths away? LOL well, i wish that i could get to the university of my choice ( NUS probably) and also the course of my choice ( chem engine). but the requirements are rather stringent and that i have to work really hard to get there... =.= i wonder whether my expections were too high, and should aim for a course that is more managable like chemistry. i dont know... but i will just work hard and chiong for this A levels.

i'm really working hard =.=... LOL and you have not affected me in my studies... believe me =) and lets work hard together to achieve our aims and goals in life =)

2009-03-31T22:18:00.002+08:00

haha just feel like posting today... i realise that these few days i've been looking like a coughing zombie... side-effects of block tests... LOL haiyo... it is normal as everytime after any tests or exams i will definitely fall sick haiz....

anyway, thats not the main point for this post... i realise... though my block test results were nt fantastic, but i still feel happy... ( contradicting?) i dunno the reason, but i guess is because i no longer want to compete? haha too much influence from home... saying competition is nt gd and just doing ur best will be enough... LOL

well, i reflected upon my results these few days, and the reasons i came up for such "poor" results are:
1) nv sleep well b4 exam day =.=
2) too much distractions
3) organic chem, vectors, calculus and electricity are my "worse" topics...
4) start revision too late T.T

haha, as i was reflecting, i promise tat i will work harder next time and will do much better nx time =)

yea!! jiayou jiayou =)

argh i'm still worried abt my CLL results... tml!! die.......................

2009-03-27T21:59:00.002+08:00

yes is finally over!!! whaha... all the block tests are over!! but... at the same time, the papers are being given back.... hmmm i didnt do very well... chemistry: 68 / 80 ; maths 71/100 and the rest are still unknown... haiz... think is becuz nv study enough ba... hmm feel like i haf disappoint alot of people leh... =(

nvm... nx test / exam, i will sure work double hard and get the results =)

2009-03-18T04:15:00.003+08:00

yoyo!! hmmm my blog seems dead... haha so i'm here to revive it!! =) LOL anyway... these days are seriously busy with work, exams, tests and some other commitments outside and in school... so i have no time to post or to do a new blog skin T.T... nx week is already our term 2 block test and it seems like there is really no much time left to study... =.= well, would say that i'm quite stressed up, cuz even with block tests and the 1 week break, i still need to go back to sch for EVERYDAY... this would mean that i have no time to study at all!! =( haha... no choice, haf to study in midnights... thats why this post is posted at around 4.35am... hhaa...

(p.s: i promise i will go back to my original state after the block tests... dun PT me ok? LOL)

anyway, thats all for this post... just some random things as i'm taking a break from my physics revision =(

messy table during revision =.=

bed is nt for sleeping =(

look at the sky, clock and my study table!! LOL

2009-02-19T23:38:00.006+08:00

yesterday was such a fun day!! the photography society (us) went to raffles to take pic for our photog course=)

some of the pictures taken: enjoy=)

2009-02-16T00:25:00.005+08:00

hmm today is 2 days after valentine's day haha... so actually this post is due 2 days ago haha =) anyway, this year's valentine day was quite interesting heehee, cuz i actually spent it with: bingxue ( someone whom i have known for 9 years), aiwei ( my 5 year boyfriend jkjk=p) and also gaofu LOL... we were like in the drive thru mac... erm studying LOL... haha for aiwei to be studying there is no surprise cuz she is going to have her exams for her semester soon. for me and gaofu to be studying here is also no surprise cuz we r in JC mah... what surprises me most is bingxue LOL, cuz he is still on holiday ( just finish O's) but he is willing to come out study with us LOL...

well, this combination is a bit strange cuz though aiwei and bingxue are my sec sch friends, they do not know who is gaofu, so i was like afraid of those 冷场 situation... unexpectally, they can communicate quite well wor... hee hee... anyway, it was a meaningful day to me cuz it is like a renuion of my old friends =)

some photos taken:

haiz dun disturb a studying person la LOL=p

another concentrating person heehee

heh heh my valentine gift from bingxue =) haha

haha my valentine gift for aiwei and bingxue=)
aiwei's one is purple while bingxue's one is pink LOL
i made it myself lor hee hee

i'm still recovering from my illness =.= drinking herbal tea made by my mum=)
爱心凉茶

this is bingxue =)

see him too free nothing to do
nt like us mugging -.-

2009-01-31T20:04:00.004+08:00

hmmm... this is my first blogskin that i ever made=) haha it is quite girlish and does not suit me... LOL but i guess i will use this for some time since i cant find suitable pictures at this moment=.=

more intro to this blogskin:
main character: yuyuko, a touhou character in th7.5, 8 and 10.5. th 10.5 is a bit interesting as it is not just shooting game anymore, but something like street fighter game... see screenshots below for further understanding=)

th8: the part which i hated the most LOL... think is stage 2 =.=

th10.5: the one in the centre is yuyuko, the one at top left is reimu

see the difference? LOL both i used yuyuko but the effects quite different
i have frens who said: " th 8 is emo game, while th 10.5 is erm social game" LOL

anyway, yuyuko is a ghost, as mentioned, and she uses butterflies and souls as her weapons

hmmm... wad else leh.. i oso dunno liao... haha

school starts!!!

2009-01-17T08:53:00.002+08:00

hmmm... the hongkong trip seems to be too much things for me to write XD haha so if u wanna know more just come ask mi haha...

anyway, sch starts and erm i would say i have not really gotten used to the stressful J2 year... sch is from 7-7? LOL 12 hours in sch and after that still have tons of HW to do =.= so, in the end i couldnt get much sleep 0.0 (panda eyes)... about 3 hours only everyday? haha i slept for like >7 hours everyday during holidays and now erm.........

consequences?
1] BIG BIG panda eyes??
2] couldnt get much HW done, normally is chionging in the morning at the study bench
3] become a zombie in class!! LOL

anyway, i guess is just could not get used to it la, once i'm USED to it then would be fine le... haha

J2 year erm... couldnt say is VERY stressful, maybe because the stress have not built up yet... wait till August time then i will comment about it LOL

2008-12-13T12:19:00.002+08:00

yeah!! i'm back from HK!! haha it was a fun trip in overall, although some parts were a bit disappointing LOL... haha let mi intro to u what have we done in these 4 day trip in HK!!=)

p.s: all the pics will be uploaded later as my com sux at uploading pics =x

day 1:
(before boarding airplane)
we board the plane at about 11am in T3, with weixian,sywell, my mummy and my sis there to see mi off!! haha it was fun and we took lots of pictures! my sis even wore a mickey mouse shirt and i told her u r the mascot for the hongkong disneyland LOL
(on plane)
inside the plane, i took the window seat!! (although my seat was not there LOL) the view outside was really beautiful and i saw singapore becoming a dot=) but then junhao say it was not fasinating as u can see singapore as a dot in all world maps =x (argh kill him!! LOL so cold) the food was erm ok la... not veri nice but still edible LOL... i watch a movie for about 1.5 hours and then slept for half an hour and we finally reached HK!!
(outside plane)
we reached HK at about 3pm? haha anyway the airport there is ok la, singapore's better=)
(taking tram)
the experience taking the tram is super fun!! cuz the tram is moving (i guess) 45degree upwards, which means we were slanting inside the tram!! to make things worse, we were standing on the tram!! hhaa like playing roller coaster but standing up!!
(wax museum)
the wax museum was fun as we saw many celebrities and history characters there... we took lots of photos with them and some were super funny!!
(outside wax museum)
the wax museum was located at the peak of the mountain so we went all the way up there!! it was very cold there and all of us becomes dumplings!! (except for junhao LOL) everyone was like asking "hey u nt cold ah?" to junhao and u know what he replies? "er cold meh?" (he was wearing short sleeve that time LOL) the night scenery was really nice and foggy as we were at the peak.
(dinnertime)
the dinner was erm... NT NICE!! haha cuz it was too salty LOL... so we didnt eat alot for dinner
(check-in hotel)
haha the hotel was located in a wulu (nt accessible) place LOL... there is no convenience shops nearby from what i know... but there is seven-eleven shop and mac within 100m walking distance... my room is shared by 4 ppl including myself,bikui,wanjing and ruby haha... i slept on the bed nearest to the door, nx to me is ruby and then followed by bikui and wanjing... the room is quite small but still looks ok la LOL... there is a bathtub in the bathroom which looks quite cool LOL

continue nx post...

2008-11-17T12:43:00.002+08:00

on sat i went to Changi Airport with weixian to send some of my friends off to shandong and ningbo. they were taking the midnight plane which means they have to "report" to the airport at about 10 plus to check-in. weixian and i reached Changi at about 9pm and we were walking around to erm "shop"? haha... Terminal 3 seriously look like shopping centre instead of airport la...=.= anyway, we walked around until about 9.30pm and we went tothe second floor to find them. haha we went there and we saw jiayi and jiayun with their mother and BIG BIG laggauges LOL. but cannot blame them la, cuz the trip will be like 2 weeks long? LOL. they were wearing sch tee shirt and they are the ONLY ones there la... the rest of the ppl like vanished ald... we started chatting and chatting and more people came. all of them have erm seriously BIG laggauges =.= we went take photos and play and play until about 10.30pm when they have to check-in. BUT!!! they could not check-in, cuz zhang lao shi has not reached!! LOL they were like " erm LOL" dunno what to say. the ningbo people are checking in but the shandong ppl are LOL cannot check-in... so we took more pictures and chatted. i saw junhao there also, he was with the ningbo ppl... his laggauge was erm... ok la, not that BIG!! aiya guys mah =.= the most interesting thing i saw him bringing was his cap!! he once told me he LOVES hats until the point where he is "crazy" over it le... haha so when i saw him bringing the cap i was like laughing. weixian was like why are u laughing until like that. actually i oso dunno, just feel like laughing =.= then mr zhang finally came and they went to check-in. we saw sywell's laggauge was SUPER BIG AND HEAVY and i was like unable to carry it up from the trolley la... haiyo... we were joking about her laggauge and then we also joked about bringing us along to shandong as their laggauge HAHA. they finished checking in and then weixian and i went home. i was like wondering why no one actually cried when they are leaving and i told weixian that if i'm leaving with my parents sending me off, i will sure cry one la... LOL but no matter what, i was hoping that 7 dec will come soon, where i can go HK!!

2008-11-14T14:30:00.005+08:00

DAY 3 AT ICES

today was actually quite fufilling. i did quite a number of things in the lab today and oh ya, i passed my "safety test" LOL. the "safety test" was actually a test on lab safety so as to ensure that you can work in the lab safely, haha which means those who failed their "safety test" will not be able to go the lab!! i have one fren here who failed her test once and she had to wait for like 1 week before taking the test again =.= which means she had nothing to do for that one week, like what i went through on the first day. so i was quite lucky in that sense=) anyway, to the main point, i did like super many things today!! oh ya and i guess i have not said what research i was on rite? i was on the cultivation of Lactic Acid Bacteria (LAB) and it was a biology research la. LOL i have never done Bio since sec 2 and i was supposed to do a Bio research that H3 Bio student takes? LOL that was challenging but also super fun!! i had a lab mate who was from NUS and he was doing his final year liao O.o haha. he was a Chem student as well in NUS and so both of us like dun haf any Bio background to start with =.= and need to start from scratch LOL. but then both of us have assistance la =) so not so difficult anyway. can't wait for monday lab session again LOL

this is my supervisor LOL ( i mean researcher la=))

this is ICES at Jurong Island

2008-11-12T15:31:00.002+08:00

today was my first day at ICES. it was quite interesting but not VERY interesting la. i was quite blur the first day. my "person-in-charge" asked me to wait for her driver at Jurong MRT station but i took the wrong bus. i took the company bus of ICES instead of her "private" bus LOL. ICES was located in Jurong Island and i was required to get through checkpoint before entering Jurong Island. haha... i also have to do a pass before i can cross the checkpoint. while doing my pass, i missed my "company bus" T.T no choice, i called my "person-in-charge" and asked her what to do. she told me to wait for her at the checkpoint and her "driver" will come fetch me... haha... i waited for like 1 hour la... like some lost soul in the checkpoint LOL. i finally enter Jurong Island and it was exactly like what my friend has said: the "birds don't lay egg place" (direct translate from chinese =p) haha... there were chimmeries all around and all i can see were factories and more factories. but then, it was quite green also, there are trees all around (Singapore is a green city mah=.=). i finally reached ICES. it was totally different from what i have saw previously at Jurong Island, where there are only factories. ICES was like erm... a normal organisation which is super common in City Hall. haha... i alighted from my "private bus" and waited for my "person-in-charge" at the lobby. LOL it was a super long wait =.= she was in a meeting and could not come out to fetch me. so i waited for her from 11am to about 2pm. obviously, i fell asleep. LOL

at 2pm, she came and woke me up =.= and we went to a room where she gave me a briefing for safety in Lab and those common things. she also gave me a locker key and my "ez-link card" in ICES... then i went to the 4th floor where all the students were and then i started reading the lame lame Lab Safety Manual cuz tomorrow i will have a safety test by ICES before i am qualified to enter the Labs. and guess what? the LSM was 45 page long!!!!! i think i can take my whole day reading it and falling asleep liao. thats why i'm here now writing this post as the LSM was seriously BORING!!! haiz... i need to read it till 5.30pm when i can officially "released" from this "birds don't lay eggs place" LOL

2008-11-08T18:09:00.006+08:00

today was a super lame day for me haha. went to causeway with aiwei to do wad? collect cash voucher from OSIM. the voucher was just a pathetic 30 dollar voucher la and i went all the way there=.= anyway, since we are there, lets dun waste the opportunity. haha... so we went to shop shop a while. but then it was really a while. nothing to shop there. we went back to yishun taking 856 and we took quite a number of pics on the bus LOL.

haha without specs!!! although i look a bit weird =p

ok i'm going a bit crazy here liao LOL

run out of fuel to be energetic=p

and....... the final pic and also the most funny pic of the day!!!

my cb look LOL haha... it was seriously funny!!!!!

2008-10-25T02:56:00.003+08:00

a mask, is used to cover one's face from other people, and i guess the purpose is to prevent other people from seeing the expression as well as the appearance of that person wearing the mask. a mask can also beautify one's appearance. many women went to the beauty parlon to put on a mask for themselves and the next moment when u see them, they are so different that u couldn't recognise them.

i also put a mask on my face, wherever i go. the purpose for doing so, was mentioned earlier, to prevent other people from seeing my expression. even when going to school, i often wear a mask to protect myself. i may appear very happy and hyper to many people, but the truth is that i was super emo most of the times. i noe it seems unbelievable to many people, but this is the truth. even for myself, after wearing the mask for such a long time, it has become part of me and i could not even differentiate the true me and the masked me. it was such a perfect mask that i have created for myself.

however, nothing is perfect in this world and my mask was not perfect as well. this mask was broken some time back. it was after promos. i just breakdown in front of some people and they were quite shocked. i knew they will act like that, so i was not surprised. they were worried about the reasons why i cried and this makes me realise one thing: there are actually people who cares for me and they are worried when i'm sad, other than my parents. i realise that there was no need to wear a mask to cover my emotions and shut everyone from entering my inner space.

however, i could not remove the mask. it has become part of me. i shut the door between the outside world and my inner space. i rejected those care and concern that all the people gave me when i'm sad. i did not do it on purpose, it was because it seems a long time ever since someone enters that inner space and i have already adapted to the life without any care and concern. so, if i ever scold u when u are trying to console me when i'm feeling down, i'm sorry for that. is not that i don't want that. i desire that for a long time ago, so long that i have already forgotten how am i going to react when someone cares for me. so long, so long...

2008-10-22T22:07:00.002+08:00

life after promos is quite bland... everyday 2 hours of chinese and 3 hours of PW. if u say is disgusting, i will have to agree with u... haha... imagine, the 2 hours of chinese, we are just doing tonnes and tonnes of 阅读理解. so far, we have done 18 阅读理解（一），currently doing 28 pages of 阅读理解（二）and dunno how many pages of 阅读理解（三）. well, for the H2 students, we dun have those formal lessons of H1 CL, is just some lessons like tuitions which is SUPER boring!!!! haha... but then no choice, need take A level soon... must chiong!! 3 hours of PW is seriously damn disgusting!! we are doing presentations everyday and seriously is EVERYDAY!! haha... but then this one is much more interesting than the 2 hours of chinese...

hmm... we also have lectures for maths, chem and physics, even after promos. but then, i wonder, how many people actually listened during the lecture? exams are over and many of the people are in holiday mood and hence who will have the mood to listen to lectures? haha... i didnt like the lectures. maths was the application of integration, which was quite important and i forced myself to listen... chem was about thermochemistry which was super erm... weird. cuz this topic we have learned it from sec sch and i remember the first lecture was exactly sec sch stuffs, except for the standard enthalpy change and standard conditions. haha... which means, the first 2 lectures were super boring la. physics was much better, it was on electric field and except for the lecturer who was a bit weird, the rest was interesting... haha...

haiz, i now love the days before the promos. although it was tiring and stressful, but it was more meaningful and purposeful. now, it seems like there is no purpose in coming sch LOL and i'm speaking the truth now... LOL

2008-10-17T06:18:00.003+08:00

看着马路上的车辆来来去去，我不禁想到：朋友，不也是这样吗？朋友在你的人生旅途来来去去，似乎没有一个能够放慢脚步，陪伴你一起走完人生的旅途。

从小到大，我们到底有多少朋友？是不是多到数不清呢？那我再问，那有几个是在你开心是陪你一起欢呼，在你失落时再你旁安慰你？这，我想，一定不多。真心朋友难找，就算找到了，他也可能随时被其他人抢走。

我在人生旅途中遇到你，你也放慢了脚步，陪着我走完一年的旅途。我开心的时候，你会陪着我一起笑，我失落的时候，你会陪着我一起哭。别人会说，我找到了真心的朋友。确实如此，你的确是我真心的朋友。但，现在的你，似乎加快了你的脚步，与我的距离越来越远。我该不该伸出手将你拉住，告诉你我不能没有你？请你不要离开呢？

我的决定，是潇洒的送你走。我不会挽留你，因为我相信你前方也会有另一个你会遇到的朋友。我不会这么自私，强迫你留下。而且，我相信没有你的日子会让我变得跟坚强，变成不怕风吹日晒的油加里。

2008-10-09T19:10:00.002+08:00

today i'm just posting random pics found in my com... haha

erm... this is the screenshot i took when my sis is playing her GE!! haha

errr... this is my "mummy" in sch engrossed in her erhu!! haha

see jia hao so hardworking making float!! haha, potential Mac employee!!=p

this person is JUNHAO!! haha... he is a ghost!!

this is the "real him" LOL

this is ME!!

u see i so hardworking doing physics leh!! LOL

field trip to seletar reservoir with buvan!! haha... see my fren "fish"

erm... can u find me there?

yeah!! back to OP!!

haha my giam giam so hardworking studying GSC!!

this is my magic pencil for distinction in MATHS!!!

this is LOL!! the maths genius haha

2008-10-08T06:12:00.002+08:00

H1 chinese paper

well, i wont say that it is a disaster, haha... it was quite... erm... easy in some sense. i wrote question 4 for my compo which was another expository essay...(haha, my favo) anyway, the main point here is the paper may be so easy that the person sitting next to me during the examination finished her essay at about half an hour and she just slept for the rest 1 hour!! i was wondering," is the paper too easy or what?" i was still half way through my essay and i started seeing people lying on their tables and SLEEP!! lol... but then, cannot blame them, must blame on myself. cuz, i wrote like 6 pages of that lame expository and i have like whole lots of chinese words that i do not know how to write...=.= thats why, i took about 45 to 1 hour to complete my essay and about 15 mins to flip the dictionary...

the paper 2 was hmmm... managable. the passage that came out was "爸爸的花儿落了" i like this passage alot as this one was quite touching and erm... interesting. cuz most people wrote essays to praise about their mother, and only a few will write about their father. thats why this passage is interesting and touching. for paper 2 i spent more time than paper 1. about 1 hour 15 mins to complete the whole paper and 15 mins of sleeping!! haha...

after the paper, i rushed out of the hall as it was freezing cold inside an i could feel my fingers freezing... lol... then huwei and i went to the canteen to have our lunch and jane joined us. haha... we then went to library to study but it was super duper cold inside and so we moved to the canteen to study. then huwei went to have his econs paper.

at about 3, my frens taking H1 econs came out from the examination room and i saw my worm!! haha... she came and gave me the erm... dying look. i asked is the paper too difficult or what? she said the case study was difficult but the essay was easy. haha... glad to hear that, wonder why she have the dying look. lol

at about 4, my frens taking H2 econs came out... haha... i saw my HAPPY walking towards me with again a dying look. she says she regretted taking econs... lol... the words explained the paper, the paper was tough. LOL

haha... after that i went home at about 7.00pm and yeah... went to sleep!!

2008-10-05T18:16:00.002+08:00

today, i wanted to talk about a story called《命运的迹线》。this is a short story in my CLL where there is a boy named 高小明 who just knew that he can only live till 30 years old. he was so frustrated as he planned to become a poet in the future and wanted to write 30 poems and he even planned about the content of his poems. he is now 13 years old, which means he have only 17 years old to live. he could not believe in this fact and went home to ask his parents about the age of his grand parents when they die. he even told his parents that he could only live till 30 years old. his parents, instead of consoling him, they just told him that such beliefs are superstitious. they did not even put themselves in the boy's shoes and have a feel about the uncertainty that he is feeling at that time, instead they just tell him that it is impossible.

from this story, the author wanted to show that parents at that time do not understand their children and there is a gap between the children and the adults.

why did i wrote about this story in my blog today? on one hand it can be a form of revision for my CLL promo exam, on the other hand, which is the more important one, is that i felt as though i am the little boy today. this is because today when i woke up, i have rashes all over my body. i was super worried and i woke my mother up and ask her about it. all that she replied was " oh ok." and went back to sleep. at that time i was really worried and i woke her up again to ask about it. she became frustrated and said " i'm very tired. leave me alone. just go see doctor later lor". i was really saddened by her replies. she sounds as though sleep is much more important than my health.

until here, i suddenly thought about the little boy and his experience with his parents when he knew about the age when he is going to die. i was exactly like him, my mother just ignore about my uncertainty and just 推翻 whatever that i say. it is not that i hate her or whatever, but it is just that i was really saddened. many people say that parents care the most for their child, but this does not make sense today. i wonder, is sleep more important than me?

2008-10-04T23:24:00.002+08:00

well... today is a bad day for me... although it started well, but i dunno how come it did not end well... haiz.. anyway, today i went to sch to study with jane and huwei, instead of going to bishan with jeremy to study... (p.s. sorry jeremy, the sch is closer and more convenient) anyway, i thought today should be another day to study. true enough, it was another study day for me... haiz... but we went to mac after the security guard chases us out of school to continue studying. we stayed until about 10pm before we went home.

u may think, what is so bad about this paticular day. actually, i also dunno why i felt emo for today. hm... probably is what huwei said at mac, when i started playing the suduko in jane's phone. he said " hey today what have you studied?" erm... this may seems ordinary for many people, but it actually sounds sacastic to me, it seems like i have not studied anything today. well, whether i have studied should be judged by myself and not other people, thats what i believe. i may have studied only a few things, and i know that u are just joking about it, but i still feel hurt and sad and probably angry. i dunno why, but i just felt like emoing.

exams are coming but i could not feel the urge that was felt a year before, when i was preparing for my O levels. i dunno the reason, but i guessed it is because i become lazy? or i could not be bothered? well, either case is not a good sign and i really want to feel that urge, even when the urge can make me feel nervous, stressed up, depressed and tired, it also gave me the motivation and determination to study. but now, the motivation and all the determination that was once felt were missing and i just feel bored and i dunno what is the point of studying. after all, it is just a A level certificate and it will soon be replaced by a degree certificate, after another 4-5 years. what is the point to study so hard then? the A level cert that we are striving for is only useful for about 4 years and then it will be replaced. to make things worse, the degree cert, will also soon be replaced by our work experiences.

well, no matter what, no matter how all the certs are going to be replaced in a few years time, we should still work hard and achieve that cert. thats what we should do rite? lets take one step at one time. in order to get to Uni to get that degree cert, we must get a good A level cert. furthermore, to get good working experiences, we must get a good job through good degree cert. therefore, we should work hard now and strive for our best.

before the promos starts, i wish all the people that i know in all the JCs to work hard and do well and get promoted =)

2008-09-27T20:49:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AIWEI!!!! haha... today is aiwei's birthday and we went out together to celebrate... (ps: hey jeremy, this is my 5 years "bf", haha=p) anyway, lets begin the story...

**9.45am**

i was at the AMK library entrance, waiting to go inside... i was surrounded by MANY people who were also waiting to go in like some erm... gan jiong people? haha... anyway, the library is suppose to open at only 10am, so i was early, same as the rest... haha...

**10.00am**

it was disastrous. the door opened and all the people started running in, and i mean RUNNING!! tat was really scary... (typical singaporean) i found a place for myself, huwei and aiwei who will be coming later. i sat down and i realise that i was panting... it was really scary and i swear that i am NOT going to AMK library in the morning ever again... lol

**1.00pm**

haha, my birthday girl finally reach AMK liao... i bought a small cake from a dunno wad shop but the cake was really nice and i really hope that aiwei enjoyed the cake=p (dun cheng si hor...lol)

wah... yummy!!!

cake on the face!!!

**2.00pm**

we went back to library to study... haiz... then huwei was like saying " how come u two celebrate birthdaies by coming out to study one?" haha...

my birthday present for my cute little doggy!!! dun get lost hor=p

**5.00pm**

PLAY TIME!! haha... after studying for like 3 hours, aiwei and i decided to leave the library... on our way down to the first floor, guess who we saw? MR JACKY WONG!!! omg!! i couldn't believe it when i first saw him. i thought it was just my imagination. but when i went closer and call him, he turned!! ahhh... i was like super happy and erm... i really dunno how to describe my feelings at that time... anyway, we chatted for a while and aiwei and i left the library. we thought of going to the hub for some window shopping, but then we change our mind and went to the playground near the library. haha... it was fun playing there, although i have a feeling that we are overaged people there... haha

happy 17th birthday!!

cheese!!!!!!!

save me!!

fish caught in the net!!!

do we look like twins?? lol

stare!!! scary

**dunno what time**
haha... after playing we went home.... lol

** end=)**

2008-09-24T06:05:00.002+08:00

HAHA!! i very happy today... erm... should be yesterday now... haha... anyway, i got my CO tee yesterday!! it looks something like this:

backview...

haha... it looks really nice, but i dunno why many of the CO ppl do not like the shirt... hmmm...

actually, it is quite irony for me to get the CO shirt now... cuz my first CCA is photography, next then is CO, but i have not gotten my photog shirt..=( sad... haha... anyway, i'm also quite excited about our photog shirt... cuz... the word"photography" is written in japanese!! haha... similar to the CO shirt but the characters are in chinese.... haha...

**end of post=)**

2008-09-22T05:05:00.002+08:00

hmmm... this post will be just a post that i vomit all my "misery" during this one year...=.= haha... don't be too concerned about it...

well, starting from the first day when i actually entered YJC. it was a terrible day for me as since YJC was the school that i will wish to go the least. however, my fate have been decided and YJC will be my school for the next 2 years. i went into the college and the first thing that comes to my mind is : why is this school so ermmmm... i won't say it is the lousiest, but definitely not the best or the average. i felt as if i have dropped into a deep pit and will not be able to get out for the coming 2 years. i cried silently during the 1st day of orientation. i couldn't accept the fact. i returned to MJC right after the orientation and almost cried infront of brian and yingshi. i still can't accept the fact. why is my fate like this? why i could not get into the school i wanted to enter so much?

my misery did not end just like this. the day when we have to choose our subject combination was another misery (or should i say the cause of my misery now). i wanted to take 4H2 of subjects consist of Maths, Chemistry, Physics and Economics. students who wanted to take 4H2 must go and see the HOD of Maths and she will decide whether we have the ability to take 4H2. she approved my appeal, but she wanted me to take a chinese course instead of Econs as she felt that i will not be able to cope since my English was C6 for O levels. i took her advice and chose Chinese Lit. i regretted. i really regretted. i am now struggling with Chinese Lit, to the extent that i may even have to drop one of my H2 during J2. many of you will think that i can drop Chinese Lit and it will be the end of my misery. however, things are not that simple. i could not drop Chinese Lit no matter how much i wish for as there is NO H1 FOR CHINESE LIT!! this implies that i will have to drop either Physics, Chemistry or Maths. to drop either of these 3 is impossible for me, as i would need all the 3 subjects for University. thats when my misery begin. i have to struggle with my Chinese Lit to get a C so that i can continue my 4H2 next year...

well, that somehow summarised all the "misery" as most of them are the effects of choosing the WRONG SUBJECT COMBI... i urge all the other people outside who are choosing their combi to be extra careful and DO NOT believe in all the advice that people gave you. think of the consequences that your choice and judge for YOURSELF (not others) whether that is the right choice to make. a good and correct choice will save you alot of misery...

2008-09-07T20:36:00.009+08:00

hmmm... this post was delayed for some days due to technical problems... haha... anyway, this actually happens on 4 sept 2008=)

the story begins...

it was nearly 1am on 4 sept 2008 and i was still awake... doing some idiotic PW stuffs... haiz... then, i heard water splashing sound coming from outside... i wonder, what has happened... however, since that idiotic PW really pissed me off, i didn't bother of what has happened... suddenly, my mother shouted... "鱼缸怎么漏水了？"

my house has a waterfall!!! (rich rite=p)

i heard that and i ran out of my room to see what happened. similarly, my sister did the same thing oso from her room... both of us stared at the fish tank for erm.. i think 1 min? then my mother said"快去拿布来！！" haha... then my sister went to get the cloth and mop, while i went into my room and guess what i take? CAMERA!! haha...

my family is quite interesting... everyone has different reactions when the fish tank broke...

father: use eye power to stop the water flow=.=

mother: busily cleaning up the mess=)

sister and me: playing and taking photos=)

but then, after playing for a while, we decided to help my poor mother... haha...

i went to bring my fan out to dry the floor while my sister mopped the floor... 不到一会儿，the floor is dried!! haha...

**end of story**

2008-08-27T06:13:00.000+08:00

sometimes i really feel that i'm stupid... cuz sometimes i would do things that is veri dumb, stupid or whatever which in the end either hurt myself, others or make a fool out of myself=.= haha... today is such a day. i was just going to schhol as usual. i took the bus a nd then fell asleep. when i woke up, the bus have reached the interchange. i carried my bag and went off the bus. to my dismay, something sharp have actually "scratch" my leg. i do not know what was that, so i ignore it and continue walking. however, i suddenly "Smell" something bloody=.=( i'm not kidding here, i really smelled it). i look at my leg and... guess what i saw? there was a large cut on my leg near my right knee and the blood was like flowing out at a fast rate...( dun ask mi how to calculate the rate of blood flow...i not doing maths here=p) anyway, during that time was horrible as i do not have any tissue paper. so, i just continue walking to school=.=( with blood flowing out of my leg...) i reached school and quickly went to toilet and clean up... my god... my leg was bloody. but anyway, the blood stopped and then i just continue my day in school. haha... weixian was like giving a weird face when she saw the cut... haha... anyway, the cut was horrible and weixian said my leg is "disfigured" haha...

2008-08-23T09:05:00.000+08:00

today is a very special day for me, but i'm stuck at home to do my WR draft 3 which is due on monday. to make things worse, i have a physics test on monday which is on topics like circular motion, gravitational field and oscillations=( yesterday, i went to AMK to buy a jacket for myself as a present?! haha... anyway, i went home after that and i think i slept right away...(too tired liao) i remembered my dream... it was... hmmm... should i say interesting, dumb or whatever? haiz... anyway, i dreamt about my PW. the "characters" in my dream was like talking about PW, giving their opinions on our PW (i think) ans do all sorts of things related to PW... haiyo... i really hate PW!! it was dumb and stupid and whatever names i can think of. i woke up from that "nightmare" and found myself lying on the living room's sofa... haha... i remembered now, i was watching television (waiting for D gray man) before i fell asleep...=.= then, the first thing i do after waking up is to on my computer and started doing the PW... haiz... the "PW ghost" haunted me for the whole night for me to do PW... whatever it is, i need to complete by monday... don't even know whether i will have time to study for physics=.=

2008-08-08T22:53:00.004+08:00

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
well... bye forever then...

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
i want to have a good sleep!!=.=

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
simple but sweet and memorable=)

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
hmmm... wad do u think leh?

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
ask my gay partner lor...=.= haha...

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
dun ask the obvious la... GP will fail one...=.=

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i haf never thought of that

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
hmmm... try to forget him lor... haiyo... what else can i do?

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these day?
ya... something that is so trival and unimportant...

#10. Is being tagged fun?
argh... lame la... but fun=)

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
hee... maybe teaching your child? haha....

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
of cuz my parents and family la... =.= haha... not forgetting my friends!!!

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
haha... cute and lovely junior=)

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
hmmm... can i take the middle?

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
go back to sleep again=(

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
ask my divorced husband... lol

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
hmmm... dun choose... friends are easier to manage than a relationship...

#18. What type of friends do you like?
someone that will stay by my side to accompany mi when i'm emoing, laugh with mi when i'm happy, and to do silly things wif mi=)

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
hmmm... u dunno meh?

People i tagged to do the quiz :hee... guess lor...
tagged by: my lovely junior=)

2008-07-24T20:21:00.002+08:00

haha... back to my previous post... i went home after the seed thing and i saw miss lee and miss mary!! OMG!! i was damn happy la... like long long time nv see my sec sch teachers le... then miss lee was like asking mi to be careful as i was riding my bike and it was drizzling... so caring rite...=) the drizzle became pour and i was soaked fish... haiz...

today was interesting also... i did something that i normally wont do... and i was veri surprised tat i did tat also... haha...

2008-07-24T19:59:00.002+08:00

well... i think today is a weird day...dunno why today so special...haha anyway, in the morning i went to run in the track for about 3 rounds, but i dunno the reason why i did tat... and i was wearing my spongebob shirt while running... hee... looks weird... but, i'm not the only one running... my 'mummy' is also running...=) then i went to GP lect and dunno for wad reasons i was being called to answer some weird qns... and is the difficult one...=( but luckily i GOT DO!! hee... but i still think i embarrassed myself... after GP was maths... it was fun today cuz jane was called to do some qns on the board and she dunno... then mr ng describe her as a woman giving birth... then i add on "jiayou jiayou... i can see the head already " when she did the correct step...=) then "the head went back again" when she did a wrong step... it was very fun as she really looks as if she is in hard labour!! lol... i still rmb she did extra differentiation on the function and then one of our classmate commented that she is giving birth to a twin... haha... then the whole class started laughing...

during practical was also very fun... today we did a dangerous experiment... iodine plus propanone... both dangerous chemicals... then mr lee said tat propanone will cause itchiness on the skin, while iodine will make u cry... haiz... guess wad? i kanna both the things... i was crying as well as scratching my hand after the experiment... the "cry" was on purpose... indirectly... cuz when i finished my experiment, i went to wash up... then dunno how, weixian was standing at the sink there and the iodine vapour got to her eyes and she cried... then she wanted a revenge and hence i cried too...=.= before the prac, mr lee was like complaining as well as warning us nt to THROW RUBBISH IN THE LAB... ( 103 take note!!=p) haha... cuz 103 did tat and mr lee said he is gg to scold them later...=.= haiyo... junhao why so naughty throw rubbish... hai your class get scolded? =p

after school i had the seed thing and so cannot go home=( then junhao called and was like a bit sarcastic la... say wad he can go home liao... then i was like wait for mi la... i wanna go home also... since i was talking on the phone using handfree, i looked like i'm talking to myself and my frens all started laughing... dunno wad so funny...=.= then i saw mr lee and i told junhao tat i'm telling mr lee tat he say mr lee is a bad guy... haha... i really said tat.. but nv mention junhao's name... (see i very good one lor....=p)

to know wad happen after school? stay tuned for the next post... cuz i found tat this post like super long liao...=.=

2008-07-19T23:26:00.002+08:00

i think i'm possessed by er hu now... like... i cant live without it... haha...i played everyday for like... erm... about 1 hour? haha...and then the first song that i ever played is the 男儿当自强... of cuz, i cant play the full song yet... but i can play i think... one quarter of the song? haha... big achievement for mi!! but... there are some parts i still cant play... haix... but nvm... i'm really damn happy about wad i can play liao... haha... will ask xiaohan or junhao about how to play the part i dunno yet!! then... no long after i will be able to play the whole song liao!!! ah!! cant wait... lol

旧的不去，新的不来！！！

2008-07-19T22:39:00.002+08:00

i went to the saloon today to get my hair cut!! it wasn't normal for mi as firstly, i dun normally go for a haircut. secondly, i dun cut my hair until so short that i cannot tie up!! haha... it was quite short... seriously, this is the shortest that i ever cut, as far as i can remenber...-.- haha... but, i felt really happy after the cut... cuz it was really a new experience for mi and it was really veri refreshing!! haha... really love my haircut now... but i dun haf a photo of it now lol... anyway, i'm really excited about monday as i will nt be tying up my hair!! cant wait for tat day to arrive!! lol... i noe is lame=)

2008-07-16T19:51:00.002+08:00

today is such a terrible day for mi...=( first, i woke up this morning and found that i strained my calf muscle on my left leg and i could not move it...=.= i had to massage it until the muscle relax b4 i could get off my bed... it was about 3am at that time and i woke up this early is to study for my phy test today...=/ we had to memorise definitions from measurements all the way to work energy power, which is about 6 chapters... haiyo... that is so much la...=.=" i took out my notes and started memorising... about 4am, i study until wanna go crazy liao, so i went to play touhou and... I REACH STAGE 4!! lol... i noe someone will just say "chey!!" but i would say is a big achievement for mi...lol... but, when i reach stage 4 is like... wad the hell?? all the bullets were around mi and i die even without knowing how i die, or shot by which bullet...=( anyway, coming back to the main point, i finished playing at about 4.30am and i went bathing... after bathing guess wad, i started sneezing nonstop... then, before i know, i caught a flu...-.-" it was still a mild flu and can still go school... then when i reach school junhao asked mi to do his chinese for him... 填写成语... in the end, i helped him to do and in turn he teach mi circular motion... but nv really teach oso...-.-" the weather was getting colder and i realise i 4get to bring my jacket... i asked junhao to lend mi his cuz he complain tat it is hot...=.= but he dun wan lend mi!!! so sad lor... nvm... juz bear wif the cold. during physics test, our venue was in audi which is freaking cold and of cuz i sneezed all the way... the test was 55 mins but tat mr sim gave us 1 hour to do...i was cursing and swearing at him la... cuz the audi was super cold tat my flu got worse and i juz want to get out of the audi... my flu got so serious tat i need to go buy medicine from the bookshop and eat... after eating, my flu got much better... but, i forgot that most flu medicines are drowsy and i started to feel tired during GP... then during maths, i was super tired and just want to go sleep.... but guess wad? there is a maths test!! argh!! so, no choice, do lor... and, the results i get was terrible=( lots of careless mistakes... anyway, cannot blame mi cuz i was really tired and could not concentrate... PE was the nx period and of cuz i nv go la... sick liao still go=.= i went to one of the study table and slept for 1 hour... when i woke up, i felt so much better!! or, should i say i have recovered!!! lol... but then, i was still coughing...=( hope to get better soon =)

funni day

2008-07-01T18:47:00.003+08:00

today is juz another school day and i juz go to sch as per normal... i reached school and went to the usual place to study for my chinese=.=... the time goes by and it was about 7.10am... i was quite curious why junhao haven reach school cuz normally he will reach by 7.00am... then, my phone rang... lol... guess who called? ya... junhao...lol... guess wad he told mi in the phone? this is the conversation we had earlier on:
junhao:purple
mi:yellow

hey i dunno where am i now...
huh? how come? u overslept in the bus rite?
no lor... the bus driver drove the wrong bus route and now i like dunno where am i...
then where are u now? like wad is around u?
erm... i saw macdonalds, KFC...
hmmm...u in northpoint rite? lol... get off the bus now lor...
i cant... the bus wont stop... and is like the bus stop oso dun haf the bus sign 169 lor
har?? hmmm... then u tell the bus driver la
aiyo dun wan la... i dunno where i am...
hmm... wads around u now?
i see block 144...
har!!? get off the bus now!!!
hmmm... now cross over the road... and take the bus 169 there
aiya... i walk to school la
u walk to the mrt station first... i come find u...=.=
i dunno how to walk to the mrt station...
i leg pain liao la... walk so much...=.=
somemore i today still got NAFA remedial lor...
har? where are u liao? wad u see?
oh... i saw northpoint liao...
kk... then u noe how to come school from mrt station?
dunno...
u rmb that time the route we take?
dunno...
haiyo... u walk to the mrt station and wait there, i come find u
later go complain about the bus driver...=.=
ya i was thinking about it oso
then ask him to refund mi 45 cents
i now at block 755 liao...
huh? where is that?
*i'm now walking towards the school gate*
oh...i saw our school liao... is opposite the road
where are u? cannot see u
i'm walking from a very weird direction
*i was looking at the right direction*
left la...=.=
oh i saw u liao

yup... tats the end of our conversation... wad actually happen is that the bus driver drove the wrong route and then the bus went to chong pang there (where bus 811,859 etc goes)... then he went walking all the way from chong pang to sch...=.= lol... haha... tat was super lame la... furthermore, he had NAFA remedial lesson in the morning and he reached school at about 7.30am... lol... then we went to look for mr saravana and junhao told him that the bus driver drove the wrong route and thus he was late... guess wad? saravana believed him!! lol ... then junhao was like saying i thought saravana is someone who is unreasonable... lol... haha... well... i dunno whether u found this whole incident funni? but for mi is like super funni and i really cant stop laughing when i thought about it... cuz is like this is the first time i ever see a bus took the wrong route...=.=

2008-06-19T13:35:00.005+08:00

okok...if i dun blog now, i guess bingxue is going to kill mi liao...=.= haha... dunno why need to blog everyday, only if there is something interesting then blog mah... aio... anyway... last sat aiwei,zona,anthea and i went to tuas to find kino and her babies... they are really cute=)(bx too bad that u nv go=p)haha... dun believe? look at the pics below!!

this one really looks like rino rite?

2008-06-07T16:02:00.002+08:00

today i went to school for the leadership training workshop... haiz... irfan and shankari are both not able to come and so i'm the only one left for photography...=( anyway... i was in group 2 and guess wad?? jiawei also in the same group as mi!! haha... i was super happy as finally there is someone who i noe in my group...=) then we went to k3-02 for our lesson and then erm... i would say is quite interesting la... but then alot of things were cancelled cuz most of the people in our group were sleepy and dun feel like playing...haiz... nvm... no matter what, i guess i had learned quite a number of things... hee... first, i learnt about blind spots of people which could not be seen by ourselves... these are our weakness and the best to know about the blindspot is to ask people straight to face about it... this tells us a lesson that when people are telling u somehting about ur weakness, listen and learn from ur mistakes... then u will become a better person...=) second, we learnt about how to reslove conflicts during discussions in groups by 5 methods: avoidance, collaboration, competition, compromise and accommodation. among the 5, collaboration is the best la... but it also depends on the situation and the importance of the situation... third, i also learnt about the different types of leadership... fear leadership and peer leadership... obviously the second one is better... in order to have the 2nd type of leadership, we must lead by example and to have a common purpose/goal with team mates. last, i also learnt about the different personalities of people and how to react and deal with people with different personalities...=)

well... these are all the things taught la... i also discover lots of things today... haha... i never expect junhao they all to be in sch today for CO... lol... and the best part is he is wearing his CO shirt... haha... seriously i nv see him wearing tat la... so i was kind of... surprise?anyway, through the workshop, i also make some new frens=) haha... ppl who have the same interest as mi... cycling to school!! haha... and they live quite close to my house la... hmmm...323 and 328... while mine is 403... haha... then they actually 'escort' mi home leh... lol... haha... they are ppl who really love cycling la... much more than mi... they spent about 1000++ on their bikes and i think one of the bikes cost about 4000++ dollars... lol... they are really interesting ppl...=)

2008-06-06T14:42:00.002+08:00

lol... today so interesting... guess how many people actually turned up for phy tutorial? haha... u will never guess it right... only 3 ppl!! lol... and when we were going into the classroom, mr sim was sitting there waiting... 痴痴的等...=p haha... then i asked him what if nobody turns up for this tutorial, will u wait until the period ends? then guess wad he says? he say ya la... juz wait until 12.40 lor... aiyo... poor mr sim rite? haha... then i rmb yesterday lanlan told mr sim that the people turning up for all these extra lessons during the holidays are getting lesser by the day... on monday, most of the ppl turned up... as day goes by, the number is getting lesser and lesser. then i asked her tml (friday) will have the least number of ppl rite? she says probably... haha... it was proven alright... today was really pathetic... i was thinking if i'm mr sim... i will be thinking that the people are seriously not coming for tutorial la... after hearing lanlan and my conversation yesterday... haha... anyway, so we just continue the tutorial for the challenging questions... haha... some of it is super funni... last qns... hmmm... later then say=P

2008-05-31T20:10:00.005+08:00

i love OBS!!! it was super fun la... haha... although it was super tiring and super dirty, i still enjoyed my 5 days there and never regretted going there!!=)

DAY 1
we went for skill training for our sea expedition on day 2... so we went kayaking and then we have to do a wet exit... which means to capsize on purpose... god... tat was the worst part... my eyes kanna sea water and was super painful... haha...sad lor... then we still haf to overturn our tri-yak and climb on board, which was super difficult...=( our group took super long to get on board la... haiz... but then other than that, the rest were super interesting...=) after kayaking, we went to pitch tent... haha... i love this part cuz i noe how to pitch a tent!! haha...lol... anyway... tats about it during the first day...

DAY 2
this day is super tiring and FUN!! this is because... during morning time, we learn skills on belaying and then guess wad... the teachers came!! correct... teachers from YJC!! haha... then we were all sweaty,dirty wadeva u can think of... then guess wad they were doing? they were taking photos of us!! it seems like we are the animals from the zoo, performing for them to see... lol...=.= anyway, i was super happy to see the teachers, especially mr sim, miss mok, mr wen, miss lim etc... then mr sim was like keep taking photos of us la... and 王老师gave us a mineral bottle and say 'wanna drink singapore water?' argh!! so bad rite? haha... anyway... after tat is our sea expedition...=) i was the leader for the expedition and i was super happy la... haha... we went kayaking for about 10km... we passed through mangrove swamp and we had to walk through mud!! aiyo... i was super dirty after that and really wish that i can bathe... but sadly, we are not suppose to bathe on that day...=.= haiz... so everyone became a snowman... we powdered ourselves with alot of powder and went sleeping... god... it is SUPER DIRTY AND DISGUSTING... furthermore, we had to wait at the beach for about 2 hours before we can get to our campsite to pitch tent and cook... haiz... sad lor...it was super cold and the best thing is i got bitten by a spider... super painful!!but... i enjoyed the sea expedition...

DAY 3
this is the most tiring day among all the 5 days... we had to carry a bag of about 10kg and had to track for about 10km also... aiyo... super duper tiring and i think my shoulders are going to break anytime when tracking... luckily, i'm not the leader for this expedition... u muz be asking why... cuz i'm a direction noob and it is impossible for mi to get to some unfamiliar places without getting lost in the process... haha... xiao han and weixian were the leaders for this expedition and i'm really glad that they were the leaders... cuz... xiao han has super good sense of direction and she brought us to all the checkpoints without much efforts... she juz look at the compass and she will noe how to go... xiao han!!! u are sooooo good!! haha... <--my mummy=) during the journey, none of us talked and u can imagine how difficult is the journey... we had to climb hill and go lots of upslopes and downslopes... i was so afraid that i may just roll down anytime... after tracking, we reached campsite 1!!! this is the best campsite we ever see!! haha... like resort...=) we went to do high elements after that... right after!! this is so crazy la... we were super tired after tracking and we still have to do high elements... aiyo... anyway... from the high elements, i found out alot from my class... haha... eg.. wengyuan is really a good climber...=), huwei is really super afraid of heights... june has really long arms...=p etc... at night, when we were going to sleep, i realise that our tent bags were lying around... so i went to ask huwei and wengyuan to put the tent bags in their tent so that they will not go missing... i knocked on their tent and waited for about 5 mins... i dun dare to peek in cuz weixian says they maybe sleeping half naked or wadeva that is obscene... haha... after 5 mins... huwei and wengyuan appeared behind weixian and i... it was super pai seh... i kept laughing that i fell down on the floor... so stupid la... aiyo... then i told yujia about it and both of us kept laughing in our tent, to the extent that someone actually scolded us as we were super noisy... lol... haha... thats wad the person says 'i can withstand warm and dirty but not this'... but i'm really so sorry for that... couldn't control...=p DAY 4 hmmm... today we did lots of station games in order to earn money for the construction of the catapult...=) we played the mass skipping and we are the only group that complete that station!! so happy!! haha...we also played traffic jam, moon ball and the team ski... but the best is the mass skipping!!! after that we built our catapult and shoot water bomb!! on the first try, our watch was the only watch that shoot the water bomb successfully!!!=) soo happy!!! haha...but after that all the watches also shoot successfully=) oh ya... before that, we had a cheering competition!! and guess wad? our watch, TENZING, got the champion!!! but then a bit sad la... cuz one part of the cheer i took it from the Atlas cheer... i felt that我没脸见brian they all liao... haiz... anyway, after that we tracked back to campsite 2 which is about 1.5km away... haha... is no kick la... after the 10km track yesterday...=.=... then at night we had our cooking competition... it was disastrous for mi... haha... first, i almost tripped over the ground and pour all our rice out... second, when i put down the pot of uncooked rice, my towel dropped into the pot... argh!! this was seen by all my groupmates leh!! haha... then wengyuan was saying'神，我可以不要吃饭吗？so bad rite? i was super paiseh la... haha... anyway, weixian and i went to change the water for the rice, and weixian held the pot for mi...=p i was a bit emo during the cooking competition as i saw xiaohan cooking the dishes... she looked exactly like my mummy and then i started missing home... aiyo... then guess wad i told xiaohan? i asked her to be my mummy...haha... as i was saying... i am a bit emo during tat time... so when we were keeping the pots after cooking, i dropped most of them into the drain...=.=... then i keep saying sorry and sorry... then yujia was like super bad la... she says' why u keep saying i'm so sorry' and she keeps laughing...=( haha... she even say my trademark is 'kiang, i'm so sorry'... kiang--> sound of dropping things on the floor...

DAY 5
hmmm... last day!!! going home liao...haha... xiaohan was like changing the poem on 再别康桥to 再别ubin... haha... veri interesting... the poem (edited) goes like this...' 我肮脏的走，正如我干净的来...' and i say'我湿湿的走，正如我湿湿的来...' cuz when we came on the first day, it was raining and it rains also when we were about to go home... haha... fun fun... we then board the boat at about 2.30pm and ppl started emoing... haha... eg will be huwei, weixian and june... haha... nt actually emo la... but just that june and weixian are tired, while huwei is having a bit of seasick... haha... then so happy!! we reached punggol jetty and 虫虫's dad drives us all the way back!! haha... so good... we then went buddy to eat our PROPER lunch and we chatted all the way till about 7pm...=p

I LOVE PEILEE, TENZING and OBS!!! really hope to go again...=)
TENZING ppl... rmb this? pei lee pei lee pei lee, fire fire fire... pei lee pei lee pei lee, oil oil oil... etc... haha

2008-05-25T21:46:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! i received my 'child's photos' today!! she is soooo cute!! she ald become a mummy liao, which makes me another ah ma!! haha... won't say much... juz wanna say... KINO U ARE THE BEST!!! I"M SO PROUD OF U!!! haha... she was once a small little baby who needs me to feed her milk, and now... she is a mother of her own! i can't believe it... time really flies... hmmm... lets see their photos=)

kino's babies!! my grandsons and daughters...=)

kino!! cute little baby=)

haha... they are really so cute!! i'm really proud of them=) wish to see them soon...

2008-05-25T01:33:00.002+08:00

yeah!!! two more days and i will be in OBS!! hmmm... dunno should be happy anot... but i'm definitely excited about it... although it would be super tough physically and mentally, but then it would be a challenge for mi... =)... a bit worried also... haha... but then other people also went through it and came back safe and sound... so shouldn't be too tough rite? haha... it would be a five days camp and so i will 离家出走for one week=)... noe wad my father say when i told him i will 离家出走? he says ' oh... byebye...' bad rite? lol... but then wad he say also quite true la... cuz if we really 离家出走after our parents had reared us for so long... it is really not filial and then there is no point asking for us to stay back rite? haha... so, we should be good to our parents, dun talk back to them... even though they are scolding us... there is a meaning behind every scolding...=) (although i am also struggling to achive that)... i admit it is a difficult task... but muz strive ok? if we dun 孝顺our parents now, then when? after they die?touch wood... but thats the truth... yup... there is no point crying and regret not being good to ur parents when they are alive... so... moral of the post... be good to our parents... juz help them a small favour and u will see how meaningful it is... doesn't matter of how big the favour is... ur parents are not calculating on that...=) bring them for a walk... talk to them, dun leave them alone and do ur own thing... spend time with them... tell them about what happens to you today and they are satisfied...=)

2008-05-18T20:31:00.002+08:00

haiz... dunno since when i become super blur... especially last thursday and friday... i lost my pencilbox, calculator and jacket... the first thing i lose is my IC... but luckily i found it under my pillow... lol... then the next thing is my chem file... but then is just somewhere inside my bed... haha... then the next thing is my tutorial file!! that is the worst... all my tutorial worksheets are inside... then i had to lend the chem bonding tutorial from junhao and photocopy and DO AGAIN!!! then the next week i found it lying on the teacher's desk in s2... argh!!! waste my time doing the tutorial over again!! the next thing is my calculator and my pencilbox... we were having our chem SPA on last thursday and i left them inside the drawer in the lab... haiz... so i went to get it back on friday...whew... but it does not end here... on friday, i think i left my jacket in my phy class... think is the J3 something one... gg to get it back on tue... then... we stayed back in LT4 to take photos with mr wong and then weixian and i rush off to find my jacket... then i guess tats when i forgot about my pencilbox... sniff... my thumbdrive inside leh!! cannot do my PW research!! haiz... anyway, i went back to sch on sat to find mr sim... haha...then sun bian go find my pencilbox... but... dunno where it flies to liao... cannot find in LT4!! guess someone took it... hope tat the person i noe and can return mi... anyway... today went to AMK library to study... then after that went bishan to shop shop a bit... haiz... when i reached the AMK mrt station, i realise my ezlink card was missing!! no choice, haf to buy standard card... haiyo... why i so suei?? why i so blur? argh!!! hate myself for being so blur and suei...=(

2008-05-17T21:06:00.004+08:00

lol... today i went to sch for phy consultation... not actually la... but then also counted as that... ya... then after that i went out with aiwei!! yeah... long long time nv go out liao... since nana's birthday... haha... we went to burger king for dinner ( of cuz i da bao inside la...) and then guess wad we doing there? lol... studying... hee... i know very lame... but then just study for a while only... then we went window shopping around northpoint and then guess wad? i found my ... beloved fish!! haha... this is actually a thing used to coil wire so that they will not tangle up... haha... but then i think my main purpose of buying this is probably the design and not the function ba=p... haha... then when we were about to go home... a strange looking person suddenly pop out in front of us... lol... i must admit that i really got a shock from it... haha... anyway, this person is from NYP and then he is doing some challenge la... dunno what he was saying at that time... but the only thing i rmb was that he is selling 3 paper clips at $5.00... yup... u never see wrongly... is $5.00... haiz...

haha... i guess the both of us have been cheated la... i think so... but nvm... wad if it is true leh? haha... quite a wonderful day today... can go out with my best fren and i found my fish!!!!!

Mr wong

2008-05-17T02:46:00.003+08:00

haiz... after our SPA yesterday, Mr wong told us a veri shocking news... he will be leaving us soon!! today will be his last day with us... we were so sad la... he was such a nice teacher... we really had a great time with him teaching us... i dun wish to change chem tutor leh... Mr wong is the best.... haiz... anyway, no matter wad he will be leaving us, so the whole class did a BIG card for him... i mean REALLY BIG... see below...

haha... these pics were taken in LT4 after our chem lecture... =) actually, we are not the only class there... 103 was also there waiting for mr wong... haha... they gave mr wong a BIG cup (used when he needs to mark our test papers overnight...lol)... haha... so sweet rite? then this card i dun really haf time to write lor... by the time when i was starting to write, mr wong came into the LT... haiyo... then jingwen and i rushed to one corner to write... veri nervous that i dun even know wad i'm writing...lol... then i was super giddy after writing... haiz... i was so blur that i left my pencilbox in the LT... argh...

jogathon

2008-05-14T21:26:00.003+08:00

hmmm... today is YJC's jogathon... haha... quite fun la... but veri tired.... dunno how to take the CLL test and chem spa tml... haha... haiz... why all the ppl can run so fast one... cannot catch up with them one lor... tried like super hard le still run super slow... haha... till now still can't believe that i can run so far leh... hee... it was so lol la... when we were having lessons this morning, it was raining so heavily... then i was praying that we will not haf to run today... haha... as expected, the rain got heavier and heavier...=) haha... i thought dun need run liao... however, we still board the bus to east coast... haiz... then when we reach there, it was drizzling!! yeah!! dun need to run... the rain actually got worse and it start to rain heavily... haha... but then, it stops after a while and the run continues...haiz... dun wan to run!!! but, no choice... cuz running for class... okok,,, so i ran like hell... really lor... haha... but then, i was so behind la... haiz... sad... but nvm... at least i finished the run!! haha... at least 3 km leh... haha...then after that hummaira and i went to bathe at east coast... haha... cuz too sticky le... cannot stand it... after that we went to take bus home... we took 155 and reached toa payoh interchange... haha... the journey was super long la... and i slept all the way... i guess i was really tired cuz not only i slept throughout the journey, i even lied on hummaira's shoulder... lol... so embarrasing when i found out... haha... hafizah they all were saying that i had a super gd sleep...=) well... guess wad was the time when we reach toa payoh? it was 7.15pm le!! haha... veri scary... haha... so we had our dinner there and we went home... haha...along the way, we were saying that lets fall sick tml and then all MC... hee... then dun need to take SPA... haha... although i noe is not possible...=(

arts fusion=)

2008-05-10T12:36:00.004+08:00

yeah!! finally CO, guitar and CCS are performing!! haha... cuz i was appointed to take photos for this sat and after seeing the rehearsal, i really think that the performance was great!! haha... buverneswari and i actually stayed back till the end of the rehearsal in order to take photos as well as watch the performance... haha... we took lots of pics for the rehearsal and my camera was only left with so little space tat i can only take 4 more pics after the rehearsal!! haha... veri kua zhang rite? lol... then during the rehearsal, there was a small break and we went out of the audi... guess wad? our cameras was so cold that there is water condensing on our lens!! haha... when we look through the camera, the view was misty and you can hardly see anything... then i thought of an idea which was to use this mist to take the pond near the audi... and the pic taken was like super interesting la... it seems like we are in heaven!! lol... too kua zhang liao... but really... see above...

anyway, back to the rehearsal... the guitar was the first few items... there was one where mr wen is performing... so we actually took pic of him performing!! haha... veri interesting cuz he knows that we are taking and he was like am chio (smile secretively) like that...

then after the break was the CO. i saw that jialing had performed alot of items... (guzheng, combined CO performance and...) haha... so i actually took quite a number of pic of her, more on her score... in order to take her score, i muz stand really close to her la... then i was right behind her when taking and she says that she was super nervous at tat time... (sorri abt that=( had to carry out my job)... haha... then after that was the CCS drama performance... cheng zhe was the MONK!! lol... but he is really a great actor... haha... nice drama...

last but not least, the finale by CO!! i was standing on the stage with buven and we started taking photos... when i tried to go down after taking the photos, i realise there is no way that i can go down the stage as the whole stage was occupied by the CO ppl!! lol... i was trapped!! so, i did lots of funni stuffs on stage lor... lol... i mean taking weird angles of pics... not other funni stuffs... i raised my camera till veri high and took the whole CO group... haha... the pic turns out well...whew...

okok...tats about it for the rehearsal... see whether there are other interesting stuffs during tonight's performance!! i'm sure the performance tonight will be great!!=)

FINALLY!!!!

2008-04-24T15:52:00.003+08:00

haha... FINALLY!!! can hand in our PI liao... i was being tortured by it for almost 1 month liao... haf to redo the stupid PI for like 3 times la... then still get lots of comments from teacher about how bad my PI was... haiz... really sad leh... do until so xinku then it seems like worthless after teacher sees it... haiz.. dunno really is my PI not gd or wad... really scared leh... lif i cannot get EE for PI, i think i will emo for the whole day ba... lol... haha... anyway... i know my group for PW liao... haha... quite happy la... at least they all do their work... and xian xian in my group also lor... haha... veri happy...=)

another draft!!! never ending

2008-04-19T13:16:00.002+08:00

aiyo... i thought that my second draft for my PI will turn out fine... but u noe wad? miss mok says my second one was worse than my first one leh... wanna cry liao lor... haiz... so i have to do the third one for her... but the problem now is i only haf this weekend to do my PI, GPP, the briefing for the A group activity as well as study for my maths test which is on monday!!! siao rite? where got time to finish everything? argh... so... i stayed up till about 4 yesterday to finish my PI... making mi look like a zombie today... haha... super tired la... but luckily i finished my PI as well as the briefing for the A group activity le...=) now what was left is GPP and my revision for maths test!!!!!! Mr wen says the test will be super difficult la... aiyo... i very nervous leh... later fail i will die... haiz... juz hope tat the test will turn out fine and then hopefully my third draft will not be rejected again!!! now... lets talk about something interesting... u noe when i stayed up yesterday, there was only a few of my frens online... and junhao was one of them... lol... but... the problem is he didn't stay up to do his work... instead, he was playing his gameboy and thus haven sleep... lol... crazy rite? people like me want to sleep but cannot, and he is using his precious sleeping time to play games!!! so unfair la... how come he had so much time to play one...=( and i had to squeeze out all my time to do all the work and no play... okok... but then the game he played is quite interesting... it was called the lawyer game and he was suppose to solve a case... then he had to guess who is telling lies and wadeva la... ( sounds like logic rite?) haha... quite interesting and oso can stimulate the brain...no wonder his maths so good... lol

I HATE PW!!!!!!

2008-04-12T15:57:00.002+08:00

dunno why pw so difficult to do leh... haiz... juz gotten back my PI and was super badly done la... miss mok says that i haf missed out so many details and wanted mi to write all that down... but the problem is the word limit. i haf only 500 words to write sooooo many details... how on earth am i gg to stuff everything inside? i am suppose to finish my PI second draft by today as i will be super busy tml... but the problem is i could not get access to a com until now... aiyo... super stress now... die already... dun think my PI will come out well leh... someone teach mi how to do leh... givve mi inspiration...=(

juz another post

2008-04-08T18:03:00.002+08:00

aiya... actually today nothing to post one... haha... juz post for the sake of posting... wadeva... anyway... today veri dumb la... in the phy lect, i see the other side of that always sleeping junhao... haha... he today can answer all the qns that the phy teacher ask leh... haha... nv sleep lor... haha... so funni and unbelievable... wadeva... haha... the serious look junhao... nx time muz take photo and post it... haha... nv see b4...

should i learn CO??

2008-04-07T20:01:00.001+08:00

aiya... i suddenly become a bit interested in CO leh... haha... especially for er hu... dunno why... seems interesting... so, i go ask junren whether can join them in the CO anot... then i asked about the er hu... he say er hu super difficult to learn, ask mi choose others... haiz... i was thinking whether to learn zhong ruan... aiya... dunno la... then today i go ask junhao er hu easy to learn anot... guess wad he say? nothing... lol... actuallly not nothing la... but i dun remember liao... only remember that he say veri easy... aiya... so easy anot?? tell mi leh... i gg to choose on this coming sunday liao... help!!!!

CLL rocks!!!!!

2008-04-07T19:57:00.002+08:00

lol... i have taken 2 CLL tests on last week and then today is the big day... we gotten back our CLL papers... guess wad? i passed both papers!! haha... so happy lor... cuz i thought i will fail that test cuz i really dunno wad i writing leh... haha... but then, i got 20/30 for the first one and 12.5/20 for the second one...=) although they are not fantastic results, but considering a first timer taking this subject, it is a huge achievement liao... haha... muz work harder and then nx time get nice nice results... haha... i was still thinking whether taking CLL was a wrong choice... haha... but then, still not fantastic la... muz work harder!!! jiayou!!!! lol...

nana's birthday!!!

2008-04-04T22:00:00.002+08:00

lol... aiwei and i actually celebrated nana's birthday today... although her birthday was yesterday... haha... we went to yoshinoya to haf dinner( of coz i go buy other food la) and we celebrated there... these are some photos taken... lol... but it is taking super long!!!!!! dunno why leh... haiz... okok... anyway, we then go shop around northpoint lor... nothing much... then we went to burger king and u noe wat? i saw weixian there... lol... we were so crazy there la... laughing and screaming... lol... the pics seems nt to come leh... aiya... nx time then upload...

LOL

2008-04-01T18:40:00.002+08:00

haha... u know what happens yesterday? i was juz doing the same boring thing of going and coming back from sch... after that, i was lying down on my sofa and my phone rang... OMG!! i 4get to go for meeting!!!! i jumped out of my sofa and ran to change and get all my stuff for the meeting... i reached there... we started the meeting and then we were discussing about the activity for the A group dzb. haha... veri fun... however, i was super tired... my eyes almost closed during the meeting. then, i heard my phone vibrates... it was about 8.30pm... i ignored it and continued with the meeting... 10.30pm... the meeting finally ended... yeah!! super tired... wanna go home sleep... i walked to my phone and look who had been looking for me... it was a message... haha...lol... u know wad message was that? it was junhao sent one... he said" eh fish. i took the wrong bus. i in sengkang now!"<-- exact words by him...=) haha... he was suppose to take 169 to AMK one... but dunno somehow he took 969 instead and he was brought to dunno sengkang or tampanies... lol... veri funny rite? haha... think he too tired liao la... CO squeeze him dry... haha... lol... anyway, that message really wakes mi up la... i was trying to control my laughter lor... next day... i went to school and ask whether it was true... haha... from his expression, i can see is true and not some early april fool's joke... haha... in the afternoon, i went to eat lunch with earthworm and aileen. then, earthworm tells mi that junhao was veri blur... ( earthworm and junhao are in same class, the three of us are in the same OG in JAE orientation)then i ask her whether izzit about taking the wrong bus... then she was quite shocked when she heard mi saying... lol... then that was wad she say " he want to tell the whole world izzit?" haha... which was quite true la... lol...kk... dun say liao...

ps --> junhao: hey... if u see this post rite, dun laugh ur head off hor... lol...

vivocity...

2008-03-14T22:43:00.002+08:00

heheh... today went vivo to watch movie leh... haha... wif yijun,jasmine and suhui... haha... we went to watch waterhorse... actually is watch step up 2 one... but the tickets sold out... haiz... suei lor... then we go and play lor... haha... we got ourselves wet cuz of the water fountain la... haha... veri dumb lor... we went through the water fountain and take photos at the same time... wow... is really super wet la... haha... then when we went inside the shopping mall, it was super cold... haha... but i really glad tat i got go today... cuz is super fun... but we really spent alot of money lor... haiz... muz start to save liao... hee...

YJC...

2008-03-14T10:24:00.002+08:00

haha... i realise that after so many posts, i nv write about my new school leh... hee... anyway... i rmb the first day i went inside... it was horrible... cuz tat time meridian filled my mind and it was the nicest JC at tat time... tats why when i reached yj, i almost cried... sad rite? then we had orientation lor... it was boring during the first two days... but then for the third day, we really had lots of fun... haha... we had the jam and hop and then few of my og mates started spining rounds and rounds lor... haha... then one of them got dizzy and sat by the side...<--poor thing rite? haha... then after orientation we started our temporary timetable... only lectures lor... i realise tat in meridian, their lectures are like bullet trains... whereas in yj, they are much slower... tats when i started to like yj...=) but then u noe wad? my OG is not my CG leh... unlike in meridian, we are group in a way tat ouy OG is our CG... ps.. OG=orientation group and CG=civics group... then is like u make frens wif ur OG mates le then u r separated from them.....=( veri sad rite? haiz... then my CG rite, is really racial harmony... haha... we haf many chinese, malays and indians... almost like 1 1 ratio... haha... then their names are like super difficult to rmb la... until now i still dun rmb most of them... haha... sorri bout tat... but then now is still ok le... i now made lots of frens in yj le... cuz lots of them are from OP mah... haha... but i will still miss meridian la...

rain Rain RAIN!!!!

2008-03-12T17:34:00.002+08:00

haiz... u noe tat for the pass 3 days, i was a wetted chicken? so sad la... for monday, it was not so bad as it is only drizzling... i can still cycle home wif my umbrella... but then my sis asked mi to go collect soil... tats why i got drenched... =( for tuesday, it was the worst!! i am having a cold and then the rain was so heavy tat i cannot cycle home...=( i had to leave my bike in school and take bus home... as i was gg to the busstop, the bus came and i ran for it... i stepped on a puddle of water and my whole shoe got wet... argh!!! this has worsen my cold as my feet were soaked in water until i gt home...haiz... but luckily, mummy bought medicine for mi and i got better on wed... haha... today oso veri terrible... i went to white sands to buy present for my sis, whose birthday is coming soon... ( strange rite? she torture mi on mon and i still but present for her...) anyway, i cycled to bus interchange and then take 39 to pasir ris... it was sunny when i board the bus... but the rain starts right after the bus left the interchange... then i got off at the wrong busstop and had to walk quite a distance b4 i reach white sands... of course i got drenched in the 'process'... as i reached yishun after returning from white sands, it was sunny!!! however, after i went to northpoint to get something, it starts to pour!!! haiz... so sad rite? nvm... the rain lai de quai, qu de quai =) so i managed to reach home without being caught in the rain!! yeah!! haha... lol... anyway... i noe this post is veri lame and stupid la... haha

Evil sister

2008-03-12T17:30:00.002+08:00

aiyo... u noe wad my sis wan mi to do on tuesday? she ask mi to go collect soil wif her leh... then tat time was raining la... the soil was so eeee lor... then we haf to go to forest, parks etc... haiz... of course we are caught in the rain la... then i fall sick due to tat lor... lol... but so strange sis nv fall sick leh... i always the suei one... haha... but the 'excursion' was veri fun la... haha

i love photog!!! haha

2008-02-10T15:32:00.000+08:00

haha... my cca now in meridian is photography club... which is obviously taking photos la... haha... but then... we dun anyhow take one hor... see below... taken by mi leh!! believe??

this one is one of the special effects i've made... interesting rite? haha... muz join photog to learn one... =)

meridian jc!! road race

2008-01-26T18:21:00.000+08:00

hey!! i'm so happy lor... for today la... cuz today meridian haf a road race in pasir ris park which i'm involved as a competitor... haha... i was reallyafraid that i will do badly for the race la... cuz it seems like everyine was so good in running... ya... i did badly cuz i was in the 64th position... however... i was in the top 30 for my house(atlas) leh!! i was soooooooo happy... haha... although it was really tough for running 3.3km la... but worth it la... haha... but then hor... i not only run 3.3km leh... cuz we haf the house run oso... then we joined them in running... haha... crazy rite? so we run a total of 6.4km leh!!! wow!!! this is the longest distance i have ever run!! haha... really veri happy lor... and guess wad? atlas got the champion leh!!! YEAH!!!!!!! haha... (hope yu mi tian ) is not crying... lol... but then... really afraid that i will not be ble to stay in mjc, or even in atlas lor... cuz my L1R5 does not allow mi to take 4H2... haiz... but... i will definitely appeal!! haha... juz pray hard that they will let mi in lor... haha... and please... stay in my own class (08S102)... haha... i really dun wan to change class and leave all my frens... =( haha... pray pray... those who haf red this post can help mi pray oso? haha... plz...

soooo bad luck!!!

2007-12-05T16:41:00.001+08:00

aiyo... today i purposely take leave to go pula ubin wif junren, caizhuang jiejie and zhi yang one lor... thinking of having fun for today... but then, it started to rain as we were going to changi village... we thought that the rain will stop when we reach pula ubin, but then it got heavier... jun ren saw that the clouds were moving from pula ubin to singapore, so we sat at the jetty and wait till the rain stop... but then, the rain only gets smaller but nv stop... we have been waiting since 10 plus lor... so we decided to leave pula ubin and go back to singapore... that was abt 1 plus... so we haf actually sat at the jetty for 3 hours!!! my god!! but thats not the end... we took the ferry and head back to singapore... the ferry was overcrowded wif ppl... so we had to stand outside the sheltered area... as we move nearer to singapore, the rain gets so heavy that we had to open the umbrella... hai yo... furthermore, when we finally reach singapore and was walking to the jetty, my slippers dropped to the sea!!! argh!!! that was my favourite slipper leh...

so ke lian rite? then jun ren lend mi his slipper lor... while i go and buy a new one... see the difference?

haiz... but then, that was still not the end!!! when i went to buy my slippers, i found out that my wallet was missing!! aiyo... why so suei one? so caizhuang jiejie ask mi whether did i take out my wallet... i remembered taking it out only when i went to toilet... so i go to the toilet and look for it... luckily, i found my wallet, BUT the money inside was GONE!!!! someone stole my money!!! soooo bad rite? but then i was still happy that all my other belongings were still in my wallet... phew... however, huo bu dan xing... when we alight from the bus, i stepped right into the water puddle and water splashed all over mi!!! aiyo... so pathetic rite? then when we board another bus, i was shivering all over la... it was super cold lor... haiz... but luckily, after that it seems like nothing bad has happen liao... lets hope that it will maintain this way... haha

working... fun or disaster??

2007-11-29T13:14:00.000+08:00

aiyo...now at my workplace leh... veri scary lor, cuz actually we cannot use internet one... but then i see my supervisor not in... so tou tou use lor...haha... now working in chan brothers travel, finance department... is veri tiring la... sooooooo many things to do... haiz... everyday go home like so tired lor... but then it is better than school cuz no homework, so can juz sleep when i reach home...=) haha... bx is working in kiddy palacce, aiwei previously working in night safari... but then the work id terrible la...she had to clean animals' shit lor... haiz... then she quit cuz she cannot stand le... good... kk... need to go le... bye

2007-11-17T20:51:00.002+08:00

yoyo... the prom on thursday was realli fun!! a pity that LQQ nv go leh... these are the pics taken during prom... plz feel free to take...=) aiya... still haf alot but i lazy put liao... u all wan then come take from mi k? haha

PROM!!!!!!!

2007-11-15T15:27:00.000+08:00

yeah!! prom is finally here!!! wait for super long le... haha... the week b4 the prom is realli a disaster... i haf to go out almost everyday to accompany my frens to find prom dress... first is CAW, second is kaikai... haha...then now i haf to hmmm... settle my makeup... haiz... sad lor... dunno how to makeup lor... haizzz... haha... now muz ask aiwei to help mi lor... hehe... lucky she know how to makeup... now i'm wondering wad the boys will be wearing... interesting rite? u noe, diyao wanna go there NAKED... haha...then tweety say he wanna wear singlet there lor... they all veri lame rite? haha... but then i think most gals will be wearing dress la... so nothing interesting to find out... haha... veri curious about wad ben will be wearing... haha... anyway, i'm realli looking forward to the prom nite tonight man... can't wait to go...=)

NO MORE SPECTACLES=)

2007-11-09T14:19:00.000+08:00

yoyo... today sooo fun... haha... went to take contact lens le... my god... it was hell la... so difficult to put inside... dunno why that time kaixin do so easy one... less then half an hour can get everything done... i took 2 hours leh... juz by learning how to put and take out took mi one hour liao lor... haiz... but then is also veri fun la... after u wear le seems a bit strange at first, but then it slowly gets better and now i dun feel anything inside le... is like nv wear spectacles but can still see like that...=) haha... i still cannot get used to it lor... still haf the feel that i'm wearing spec and then wanna take off like that... haha... so interesting... ppl who haven try to wear muz go try k? although starting may feel a bit uncomfortable, but then after a while it gets better... haha

so tired

2007-11-06T21:01:00.000+08:00

aiyo... today went to sooooo many places... first i went to amk hub, then i went to bugis and then went to chinatown finally... god... it was soooooo tired... aiwei, engtian and i went together... haha... we went to look for the prom dress for aiwei... at amk, we were walking from one storey to another and kept walking the same place... haiz... then aiwei finally bought a pair of shoes... is quite nice la... white heels... haha... but then we couldn't find any suitable dress leh... so we went to bugis... worse... nothing!!! aiyo... we were super tired le... but haven find the dress... no choice, we went to chinatowm to see wad can we get... finally, we found a dress!!! yes!! can go home le... haha... it was super tired la... walking for the whole day... but then, really glad that aiwei found her dress... it was quite nice la... haha... after that engtian went home and the two of us went to northpoint(shop somemore!!!) i noe is crazy, but we stayed till quite late lor... we went to look for bingxue in the kiddy palace... he working there leh.... interesting rite? but that place really suit him... haha... lol... after that we went home...

the end=p

BENJAMIN

2007-11-02T18:50:00.000+08:00

today... also veri special!! haha.. cuz is another person's birthday again!! haha... this week alot of ppl birthday leh... broke liao la... haha... but nvm... cuz both are my best frens... today is benjamin's birthday... although her christian name is a guy's name, she is a gal!! haha... interesting? anyway... she is the direct opposite of LQQ... she is one that is very lady like but then not that kind of da xiao jie like that... haha... thats why someone like her so much lor... haha... however... she is also like LQQ... she is also a veri caring fren, who nv fails to console mi when i'm feeling sad... she is different from others... when other ppl console mi, they will either ask wads wrong or do other things... but benjamin is different... she will juz stay by my side and accompany mi... she knew that i need silence when i not happy... i think only her and a few of my other frens know that... haha... we always discuss homework together, teaching each other... i have learnt many things from her lor... alot of them teachers never even teach... thanks!! haha...
still remember... she will indulge herself with chocolate when she is unhappy... i still remember one time she was saying that she wanted chocolate, i juz knew that she was not happy le... but then wad was strange was that she nv get fat from eating chocolate one... so good lor... i have know benjamin for 4 years le... since sec one till sec 4... can juz say that our meeting is a god bless to mi... gave mi such a good fren like her... i still remember, that time during our cold war, it was the sunflower that help us to solve things... although i was veri sad at that time and i realli scolded her, she did not even scolded mi back... till now, i still feel a bit sad for scolding her leh... but then, after scolding her, i felt much better and we ended the war peacefully... since then, we never had problems with each other already=) during sec 3, i was so sad that she is not gg the same class as mi... i almost cried leh... then my mother was like dunno wad to do with mi lor... haha... but then, now i dun realli mind le as we are still veri good frens!! yeah!! so happy lor... she even wanna go to the same JC that i wanted to go leh!! soooooooooo happy!! can be together for another 2 years liao!!! but then she was afraid that she will not do well in o levels... benjamin... dun worry... u will do well... veri well indeed... haha... dun stress yourslef too much k? o levels is going to be over le... jiayou!! 3 more papers and we will be free!! haha...
last but not least, happy 16 birthday to u!! is that person asking u out on today to celebrate? haha... jkjk

LQQ!!

2007-11-01T20:11:00.000+08:00

yoyo... today is a veri special day to a person... haha... wanna guess who? its LQQ!!! haha... that one was a nick that i gave her la... not her initials k? haha... anyway... i haf known this person for 5 years liao le... in the past, i always feel that she is someone who is veri fierce, strict and hmmm... scary... haha... tigeress was a suitable title for her IN THE PAST... i dun realli like her in the past la... haha... but then when we reach sec 1, i realise that actually she is not as bad as i tink... haha... she is actually a veri fun person who is always so lame... haha... i also realise another thing... she cares for her frens and always there when her frens need help, listening ear or juz wanted someone by their side... haha... compare now and past, she had realli change alot... but one thing hasn't change... her temper... haha... but then, now she dun lose her temper easily le... haha... LQQ!! thanks for being such a nice fren and always so good to mi!! haha...

wanna guess wad day is today? today is her birthday!!! 16th birthday!! happy birthday to her and good luck for the rest of the papers k? although there is only 4 papers left... haha...

those who wanna noe who she is can come and ask mi... but then not confirm that i will tell u k? those who noe keep quiet... i noe is obvious la... but then veri fun mah... haha

yeah!!! first week of o levels over!!!!

2007-10-25T20:03:00.000+08:00

this week was like a battle... haha... monday and tuesday haf a maths, wed haf chem paper 2 and then today geo!! the first three papers were still managable... but geo was a disaster man... the questions were soooooooooooo strange and then u haf to think so much before u ans lor... my god... but lucky that i guess correct...=) lol... aiwei still say was quite easy... but then that paper was freaking hard lor... lol... maybe she thinks that the paper suit her la... anyway, she is the type who like to think alot and dun memorise one... haha...
actually, i also like tat one leh... but alot of ppl always think i bookworm... i not la... lol... anyway, we only haf few more papers to go and o levels would be over!!! yeah!!! on that day, i will go play until siao.... basketball!!!

2007-10-20T20:15:00.000+08:00

haiz...today grandma's birthday...but then no mood to go leh... first is becoz o levels is on mon... second is becoz i cannot eat... i vege mah... third is becoz i dun wan mummy spend money... last is becoz i dun like them... i mean my relatives... not all, but some... haiz...but then is like veri bad lor... my ah ma invited mi personally leh... but then i still reject... haiz... so depressed now... i dun realli like my ah ma la... she always veri bias against clement... when he did something wrong, my ah ma will stand by his side... causing him to be even more arrogant... he even scold my mummy today lor... realli hate him leh... then my ah ma always tell all my family affairs to the outside world... like we haf no privacy like tat... she cause mi to fall out wif my cousin and my aunt lor... now like dun talk to each other liao... that was because i scolded clement very badly one time, then my ah ma heard everything and tell my aunt, adding vinegar and other flabourings... my aunt even scolded my mummy leh... so stupid lor... but i admit that it was my fault la... but then still too much le lor... i realli sad and guilty about it lor... causing my mummy to be scolded by others... haiz... why this kind of things happen to mi... and is juz right before my o levels lor...

PS: to those who had read this post... please... dun tell anyone about it k? cuz if u do, u are no diff from my ah ma and i will seriously hate u 4eva...<---sorri for that... cuz i realli dun wan other ppl to know...

o levels!!! die liao

2007-09-14T12:37:00.000+08:00

aiyo... o levels coming liao... very stress leh... wanna die liao... how i wish that o levels will end soon... haha, then can go out play liao...whahaha... but then, now muz study la, so that later can play happily mah... if dun study hard, play also not happy rite? DIYAO!!! look at this post!!! plz study now!!! haha... lol... amyway, wish everyone who visit my blog to pass their o levels wif flying colours!! (including myself) haha... kk, muz go liao... byebye...:P

ps:listen to the radio:93.3fm on 29/9 and 21/10

deathnote2!!!

2007-01-05T15:23:00.000+08:00

haha... so sad that my com have fixed... so cannot post everyday...:p but anyway, deathnote 2 is finally out and went to watch it... it cost $7 but i still think is worth it... cuz u noe why? L died in the end!!! haha... but a pity that kira didn't won oso... guess wads the ending? both kira and L died in the end... haha... but is a bit different from the comic... in the comic, L was killed by rem... but in the movie, L was killed by... guess? HIMSELF!!! haha... this is so lame... but the person who killed kira is still the same... ryuuku is the killer... but it is more interesting than the first movie... anyone who have visited this blog, i strongly encourage u to go watch deathnote... assure that u will not regret...

LOL day

2006-11-22T15:25:00.000+08:00

My stupid com is spoilt again!!! then i haf to go ppl hse to do that stupid chem project... so sad sia... somemore, when i went to one of my frens hse (guess who?), i found tat she dun haf microsoft powerpoint!!! then so pathetic la, haf to do it in microsoft word... :( but then nvm, coz haf a good time playing and doing tat project...but then so sad la, cannot do finish the project, then haf to go another fren hse (guess who again?) worse!! she dun even haf microsoft word!!! wad de?? then guess wad, i haf to finish the project in the word pad.. pathetic rite? then somemore the printer is low in some colour.. then my purple words become black!! so sad lor.. but then nvm, at least do finish liao (xie tian xie di)... kk.. cannot blog liao, at fren hse, later she kill mi liao..

L is dead!!!!

2006-10-29T18:08:00.000+08:00

haiyo.... i now so sad leh.. while watching the deathnote, i saw that L had actually died from heart attack...(means killed by the note)... then dunno why i cannot forget that scene leh, the scene where he lie on the floor and then light when looking at him... then L saw light smiling then he knew that light is kira, but is too late liao... that scene keep appearing in my mind and does not seem to fade away... i feel sad is becoz L treat light as his only fren, then his 'fren' killed him... dunno why.. i feel veri sad leh... then after he died got new characters coming out... like the mello and near... i dun like both of them becoz of some reasons... but i like near more than that mello... becoz that mello seem so evil... then use unscruplous(?) methods to get that death note... so bad!!! i hate it!! i wan L back......=( zona... why u die so fast... i dun wanna kill u one... haha...lol

Death Note!!!!

2006-10-20T18:21:00.000+08:00

Haha.. today went to watch deathnote wif aiwei and zona... it was one of the most funny movie i ever seen... haha... especially when tat kira say tat ryuuku only eats apple!! hahaha... then when he was being watched by tat L, he told ryuuku tat he cannot haf apple then tat ryuuku there wanna cry liao... hahaha.. then whenever tat L comes on screen, all he do is eat, eat and only eat... haha... then aiwei asked mi why tat L nv gets fat from all the eating... then i heard zona saying tat there are other ppl saying the same thing as well... then also whenever the L comes to screen.. everyone will keep laughing...

something strange today... the whole cinema only haf youngsters from sec school.. tats wad we all believe.. and then after the show, nobody left the cinema.. then zona told mi tat jinghang said is becoz of the Deathnote 2 tat is coming out soon... then we stayed in our seats and wait to see the date when the movie will come out... then i bet with zona tat all the students are waiting 4 the dates as well but she say tat they are juz waiting for all ppl 2 go out b4 going out.. then we waited and then wad we see is only the whole screen went black.. then all the ppl say chey then started 2 go out... haha... then i told zona tat i win the bet...haha.. tats was funny as well...

now.. i am being called kira, zona as L and aiwei as apple (ryuuku)!!!!! hahahahahahahahahaha

meaningful day!!!

2006-10-15T18:46:00.000+08:00

u all noe why i say today very meaningful? this is becoz.......

today at tangzu there.. 點傳師 taught us things tat i haf (i think) benefited from it.. he said that we ppl feel stress, troubled and pains are becoz of ourselves.. not others.. Not the gods, our parents, our enemies, or friends.. it is ourselves that created all the troubles and pains in us...
This is becoz for eg... the sun is the real us, the us without troubles and pains... the dark clouds are the greed, selfishness etc... which causes our sufferings... and the us now are suns covered with lots of dark clouds... we created all the dark clouds ourselves... becoz of our own selfishness and greed, we made ourselves troubled and pains.. if we can get rid of all the dark clouds, we will not have any sufferings anymore...

OUCH!!!!!

2006-10-15T18:37:00.000+08:00

hihi... back 2 post again.. today so pathetic.. while cycling to my tuition centre, i got clash with another bike and then my arm got so pain.. then my cousin almost fall down from the bike..(thank god nv fall, or else i die) Then after tat along the way i ALMOST got clash again with the runners and car.. but thank god nv clash, or else i dunno where i will be now.. :p
One conclusion i can make from today's experience... i am so unlucky and yet lucky today... lol... unlucky becoz i got clash with another bike.. lucky becoz i learn alot of things from today's tuition and oso tangzu there.. so happy that i got go there.. then oso lucky becoz i ALMOST but nv got hit by car or i knock down ppl... but i feel tat today is so good.. tats why i come and blog this down.. becoz i find today veri meaningful..

first post...

2006-10-12T13:36:00.000+08:00

aiyo.. so troublesome to create this post... nvm.. since create liao.. this is my real blog...so happy!! my own blog leh.. but if nx time i write sonething bad, dun hold against mi k?